>>82050421
Oddly numb, it's supposed to be a special occasion today, but I'm so disappointed with myself and where I'm at that I don't even know what I want right now or how to make the moment special anymore. Just want to be left alone. Yet here I am posting on this board again.

>>81778482
It was sad and full of garbage then, and it's sad and full of garbage now. What did you want to know?

>Life is but a game
>You *might* win some
>You're *certainly* going to lose some
>But by God, I will definitely get to the finish line or die trying

>>81701742
>more damage to my self esteem than a lot of things
Don't let the racebaiters get this fucked up for you, ther's no way to know that that's a factor here. But whatever the fuck her problem was, it was clearly hers to deal with. Doesn't sound like anything you did was worth getting in your own head about.
> Only way you could blame yourself is if there's missing context here.
What exactly were the couple questions OP? Still probably not your fault, but genuinely curious now.

>>81473734
>>81474220
>>81474116
>so how 'bout that
Ohhhh you're so fucking special! Imagine being such a desperate pick me that you're racist against your own people because the only place you've ever experienced male attention is the absolute underbelly of the dankest shithole of the internet you can find.

One day young lady, you're going to look back on these days and cringe out of your own skin. That, or you'll still be miserable, lonely, and self-loathing. I know which one I'd prefer.