>>82085810
>Gotta sleep and wake up earlier i think.
yeah, honestly i think waking up at a decent hour in the morning in the best habit one can have. it feels like you have so much more time to do things, and it doesnt feel like you've already wasted half the day when you wake up. thank you for the pierogi also! i wanna try and make them sometime they seem tasty.
>did something in particular happen
i guess there was a trigger yeah but i'd rather not go into details. it just, sucks. but yeah. eventually things will stop hurting one way or another.
>yeah my grandparents
oh i see, i hope they're safe and sound anon. are they not letting anyone in the country or are they in some kind of restricted area? i really dont keep up with the news much. hope you can see them soon
>>82085838
>i feel very empty today and everything feels very derealized
sorry you feel that way anon. is the derealization because you want to escape the bad feelings? or does it just happen? it'll pass soon regardless, ganbare!
also meme items are a great thing to work on too if you ask me. so good job!
>>82086025
>of getting the mold cleared by a separate company.
well that sucks. never thought mold could be such a bother. hopefully it wont be too expensive. do you need to repair your ceiling or something?
>Man I wish I could just fuckin kill myself.
you and me both anon, but unfortunately we are stuck here for now. so lets try our best
>Alaska
oh that would be such a nice place to stargaze! and perhaps you could see the auroras too? though im not too sure about that. cold always beats warm imo too

>>81898563
>better do something cool than rot on 4chan dont you think?
anything is better than rotting here i guess...
>i used to just go to the store and read there for hours
oh i see, wish i could do that here but there aint many shops and they dont really let you stay for hours unless you buy something...
>rezero
i liked the anime, its one of the first ones that i've seen
>what did you like to read as a child?
mostly fantasy books or narrative. i read all the hunger games books and i remember i loved them sooo much!
>write whatever thought pops up?
yeah i do that pretty much. it kinda feels like i drop a huge weight off my shoulders each time i write. a lot of my journal is just complaining and whining and its quite depressing as a result... but i also try to write what i did during the day.
>i really suck at forming habits
oh im terrible at it too. im terrible at remembering things in general, honestly. but i think you should keep trying! maybe leave a memo somwhere so you dont forget.
>if i think about hurting someone i start to imagine these thoughts as some villain of sorts for example
whenever i have bad thoughts i try to attribute them to my brain. my brain and i are two different entities, and so i whenever i feel bad or i think about bad things i blame it. it helps with coping in a way.
>its necesarry to touch dark subjects, or else they eat you entirely if you ignore them too long
yeah i agree. i dont mind talking about them, in fact i think i do it too much sometimes.
>ill give them a listen!
lmk if you like!
>ems latest album them
i've listened to it and yes i do! hard for him to make a song i dont like honestly.
>but your thoughts are still unique to you
yeah thats true. besides its not like i care much if others think its cringe desu
>that im some popular rapper
so is becoming a rapper your dream anon?
>and your daydreams?
me hanging out with someone i love or exploring the mountains or, way more often, dying.

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