Day 25. Dirty thoughts constantly pop up in my mind.
I dont know how many push ups and squats I have left in me.

My 8 months of neetdom comes to an end tomorrow. Jumping straight in to 12 hour days

I take the wagetrain to Copenhagen every single day from Malmö.
Danes always make fun of my for having to spend 30-40 minutes of my life commuting while they bicycle to work.

I only have 4gb of ram

>>213040635
>1991
I will be stuck here forever

98% of therapists and psychologists in my region are women.
Does this happen iyc?

Cartels skin people alive.
High power people fuck kids.
Terrible diseases that can slowly kill you.
Kikes ruining everything.
Faggots grooming kids.
We all die someday.
Taxes raping paychecks.
Babies can die for no reason.
Women can legally kill their babies.
Drug addictions.
Loud and violent niggers.

Terrible things one after another.
I'm not even have an existential crisis or whatever.
I realized the world/universe was cruel along time ago.
But make it make sense, what's the point?
I've tried solving it logically, it makes no sense.
I've tried solving it spirituality, it makes no sense.

We lost.
They're going to get away with it.
They're going to delay it forever and we'll eventually forget about it.
Best case scenario they'll drop it in like 50 years, that is if they haven't destroyed it already.
We know their little shills were flaunting "Phase I" of the files, which means there's more.
Neither Trump or Biden can release it.
Because both of them were in it, OR people very close to them are in it.
This isn't even a left vs right thing, it's elites vs commoners.
Just like the Healthcare CEO btfo.
Listen, I don't even care if a 21 year olds dates a 16 year old or something.
But we all know girls as young as 13 were getting trafficked and fucked by old wrinkly billionaire elites.
I find it difficult to believe the 1000+ victims were all just epstein alone.

>>715571203
>newfag tries baiting for the first time

How do I become a schizo time traveler?

I just can't go to work anymore knowing that there are twitch streamers/youtubers, onlyfans whores and politicians who hate me making 3 or 4 times my salary. I just... can't be overly competent and a value to society knowing that clowns like that get rewarded way more than me.

I am a control engineers at that.

My degree in medicine involves a lot of chemistry and I think I'm destroying my body.

I don't do cocaine or heroin as there's too much risk.

I have however been taking various combinations of speedballs in a chemistry sense. I have been doing Co-codamonster, where I take 2-3 Co-codamol with monster, at first it was just a nice buzz and then I increased the dosage on both the painkiller and caffiene. The codeine C4, which you may guess from the name. Sometimes I'll smoke 2-3 cigars for the nicotine buzz pairing it some prescription benzodiazepines which puts me in a weird awake sleep state.

I'm becoming increasingly more irritable when I don't hit.

I know I have to quit or cut down but I'm scared.

>"Just be confident bro."

Dude social media has tricked them into thinking we should be able to pay their rent, pay to get her nails done, and "if he wanted to he would."

I don't even have a car let alone license to drive her places with.

Got one