>>82082711
>You probably don't remember
I think I do. You were smashed yesterday but sobered up a bit after we talked for a while. NEET with some medical issues, yeah?
>did you have a good childhood, or were you abused
Never sexually, thankfully. But nah, childhood sucked
I was the only white kid on my bus and used to get gang stomped. My mom insisted I tell the teachers instead of fighting back every time which did all of jack and shit.
Ma herself has BPD. She tries her best, genuinely I believe, but emotionally regulates worse than my five year old. House had a lot of screaming fits and thrown objects growing up. She came between me and my stepdad a lot.
Real dad considers himself a wizard. Does a lot of drugs, practices Tarot, Dai Chi, Thelema, Goetia, Chaos and Sigilic magics, etc... Suffice to say that he's fucking useless and always has been.
Grew up poor. Got moved out to the country when I was a teen, met a girl I thought I loved that I used to fuck my own life up. Joined thr Army a year or so out of High-school and now I'm here.