>>33332857
I envy people that can find happiness on the little things.
I feel so delusional, so disconnected of reality I find nothing but dissapointment, dispair and the urge for escapism.
I'm miserable, every waking minute. I hate myself. I'm 18 and I've already given up... I hate myself
I'm unable to connect with anyone, I'm too scared of intimacy for that.