>>82327921
>the waiting list for even a consultation on the NHS was 3 years.
You're fucking joking, right?

Women aren't worth it. Traveling is overrated. Anything actually worth doing is massively expensive and will be devalued if you are able to consistenly do it anyways. Drugs no longer work. The jobs aren't fulfilling, we aren't working towards anything meaningful. No matter what path you take you are still ultimately in a hellish prison.

Another Saturday night home alone without a trans gf

Have you ever said something super vile and shitty to someone that you can't get over the regret of? One time when I was a very little boy like 8 or 9 I was arguing with my mom, who at that time had cancer and her head was bald and I didn't really understand the nature of it. I yelled at her "You look like a boy!" Sometimes I still think about this and how she probably felt afterwards.

I'm 26 and a virgin and I've never had a gf. I know this one girl, she's 17 and is genuinely a real life version of the most perfect, angelic tradwife type you could imagine. She has perfect, milky skin, huge blue eyes, full lips, flowing blonde hair, huge firm tits, a very svelte waist and a PAWG type butt. She wears summer dresses and puts bows in her hair. She is the height of tact, politeness and tenderness and is always concerned about others, making cups of tea for people, knows how to cook delicious food etc. She's simply perfect.

She's also a very devoted Christian and made it clear that she wants one relationship in her life with the man she's going to marry (i.e. she's a virgin and waiting for marriage).

One day some fucking gay loser christcuck is going to get to deflower her perfect, teenage, prime, bubblegum pink, slick, juicy pussy and cum inside her, while I will still be alone and beating off to hentai even though I'm right about there being no god and they're delusional religious idiots.

It's not fucking fair. Life isn't fair.

Ok, I get it. Justice is a myth that doesn't really exist.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MVObiuCqCzU

Unless you have a job after you are done with school life is only going to get lonelier and lonelier.