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Just take a gander at how she looked on yesterday's Whatever podcast. Really fucking hot, right? Like, genuinely a 9.3/10. The world is her oyster. She can have literally any man she puts her eyes on. She's way out of your league and you do not stand a chance. Even in your day dreams where you somehow end up with her, she's probably cheating on you with her ripped yoga instructor. Or with any of the male models she met during her time doing modelling. Or with one of the guys on her school's football team. Or with any of the countless other options she has in sunny California. What makes you so special that you dare dream of a life with her? Are you a multi-millionaire? Are you in the 99.9th percentile of physical attractiveness? Do you have the charisma of someone who is destined to become a top entertainer? If your answer to any of these is "no", then you do not stand a chance to get with Ellie. This knowledge will not get you over her, but it will start the healing process. You still have a lot of work to do, before you can fully forget about her. Two years and a lot of alcohol to drown your sorrows stand before you. You might come out on the other end as an alcoholic, doomed to ruin any of your actual real-life relationships, but at least with time and distance you will be able to forget about that one girl that slipped through your hands like perfect sand on a white tropical beach.
