>>33897430
I don't feel like I fit anywhere.
Whenever I join a new hobby or whatever, others belittle me and their group of friends make fun of me constantly.
>Start playing Yugioh
>Constantly got made fun of and belittled
>Start playing Pokemon
>Some of the players who played Yugioh play Pokemon and mock me in the public group chat, leading to strangers also making fun of me for anything, even just getting last place at a tournament
>joins One Piece
>Honestly the community was nice here and I enjoy playing here, but the times the game is played on doesn't work for me.
>Ask in my school friend's group chat if anyone knew any girls they could present me
>Gets told how creepy I am and made fun of for not realizing sooner, friend also steps in and joins in the fun.
It's very tiring. If I wasn't Catholic or didn't cared about making my family upset, I'd probably just kill myself. I was told things were going to get better as I grew older. 20 years later and I still feel as miserable as I was back then.