About 14 years ago there was a critical decision that my parents forced me to take that completely changed the course of my life for the worse

I was reflecting on that specific day: If I took the other option my life unironically would have been better.

I want to move on but cant stop thinking about it. I am in extreme pain and anguish for a long time now, i cant stop thinking why i just didnt go with my instincts then

post some music or videos that could cheer a downtrodden robot up

>>511240166
>tying all your posts to your identity
isn't anonymity the whole point of these imageboards?

This board becomes a lot less interesting once you cure your dysphoria

>>212416821
>be 23yo loser in 2016
>been working at a movie theater for several months now
>new girl starts showing interest in me and talking to me a lot
>asks for my number
>she's really cute so I'm confused
>find out she's 17
>uh oh
>still continue talking to her over the summer while working with her almost every day
>best summer of my life
>she randomly brings me food for my shifts
>"you have really nice eyes"
>would tickle my stomach and go "tickle tickle!"
>for closing shifts she'd take off her work shirt and she always had on a tight spaghetti tank
>we saw Conjuring 2 together and near the ending when it looks like Patrick Wilson is going to die she grabs my hand and chomps down hard on it
>i had bitemarks for days
>how is this even happening to me
>too pussy to pursue anything with her
>she ends up dating another manager for a whole year
i'm a coward and deserve a coward's death