>>60504506
>what are you so worried about lol
overthinking with anxiety and the possible happenings that may or not may occur
being retarded enough to not be able to affect my life out come
many things
>>60504528
when you have money your whole aura in inherent self worth operates on a different level I can't really enjoy right now
peoples opinions dont really matter or cant be changed
even if i did everything right too I know now i wont get any more respect from people either
does not matter
>>60504539
i wont even have a job in 5 years time, maybe just started working
"grinding hard" only works if you are not retarded and know how to make everything work
im a low achiever, mid iq, mentally impaired/challanged/set back individual with too many schizo demons on my nuts
if it was as simple as "just suffer" with guaranteed results, it would all be easy, but thats not how the world operates, you actually have to make coherent moves, not just sweat, bleed and be in pain like a fucking retard, it gives you nothing
suffering i can do fine, but that is not enough
especially in eu, you cant even wage slave hard enough here to make it out
idk man
>>60504416
there will be no catharsis