I just walked around ten minutes and did a speech in my head to an audience that I will never have.

>>531736857
Stay strong.

>>530333760
>I like the dance of Tod...

Now listen to my blogpost:
I never have the feeling that I'm truly pressing some kind of advantage on my opponent. Or that I'm doing something scary and dangerous that they have to play around. It always seems like they are on the offensive, they have the initiative, and I'm just reacting and only winning because they make some dumb move or I for one do the right call.
This isn't related to any matchups, it doesn't matter what they play. It always feels like an uphill battle.