>>535517195
>lost my job this morning after struggling for months
I am sorry to hear that, I lost my job a couple months ago and just got a new one last week actually. It was a pretty soulcrushing experience considering how much of myself I put into that job and at one point was getting praised for how smooth we were operating until upper management decided to fuck everything up.
That experience taught me that you will move on, you will find another job and be right as rain. The feeling sucks, but it is temporary and it isn't until you get ahead of it and come out on top that you realize how better off you might actually be.
>feeling like a failure
Nothing will change this except for being able to rectify the things you can and remembering your self worth from those moments. It will sting for a bit, there is nothing I can say to fix that but look at the positives and acknowledge the growths you make. Find a new job, apply at all, get an interview, all of these are things you can use to rebuild yourself stronger, strive to make this something you laugh at.
>go back in time
Can't fix the past, can only fix the future. Look at the past failings, see if you can identify patterns, learn from them. Internalize these lessons and use them as stepping stones to become more than what you feel you are.
You might say you're in a rough spot, and I want to say I personally envy you. You have so much potential right now for significant character growth. This isn't sarcasm or being fakenice either, I genuinely mean you are in such a good spot to really find our what you want and who you want to be and push for that. Make yourself proud.
