>go to bed at 8am
>wake up at 5pm

am I even alive at this point? feels like my life is just passing me by

MY FRIEND STOPPED TALKING TO ME BECAUSE I TOLD HIM HE WAS KIND OF CUTE AND I SOMETIMES THINK ABOUT HIM WHEN I JERK OFF HOLY FUCK WHY AM I SO FUCKED UP IN THE HEAD I HEAD MYSELF HE WAS MY ONLY FRIEND

>110 hours past 2 weeks

What do you want me to do normgrels? I've been unemployed for the past month.

I ATE SO MUCH MAYO NOW I WANT TO THROW UP I HATE THIS SO MUCH, EVERY TIME I GET STRESSED OR FEEL DEPRESSED I START EATING MAYO AND START THROWING UP

Isn't it crazy how fucked we are due to autism? like, I'm decently attractive, but I'm legitimately autistic. If you meet me you'd most likely think I'm a chill guy who is pretty clumsy and into the outdoors, this makes people assume I'm an extrovert and enjoy interacting with others. But God, once I open my mouth and start saying words it becomes pretty clear how fucking odd I'am, not even in the creepy way where I talk about trains non stop for hours, but in the lack of social skills, unless it's something I'm extremely interested in, it feels like my mind just goes blank and I stare blankly desperately trying to find a topic to talk about.

This is worst with girls, sometimes I can tell they really try to get me to talk by joking with me but I'm so fucking odd I just smile with a blank expression on my face not knowing what to say or what expression to do, like, "Oh this is happening, how should I act?" then my brain goes blank and I can see every single expression on the other person's face, especially when they realize I'm weird, I can see the moment their expression subtly changes to one of disappointment and almost pithiness.

>>28519137
>35-year-old
God I feel old.

>her fourth driving offence
Pretty normal. Would happen in the US too.

New thread RIGHT NOW RIGHT NOW RIGHT FOOKIN NOW! x

>>2803673
No? I would hire barely legal 18 year old escorts and fuck them non stop for days while doing mdma and coke from their perfectly waxed assholes.

>>2803701
I was out of work for 3 months due to an injury and decided to start hiking, after a few hikes I went all in and blew so much money on gear, but then I had to return to work and most of the time I'm just too tired to go hiking, I easily have like 10k worth of top of the line mountaineering gear but I'm too autistic to go, if I'm not tired, I'm having an anxiety attack and I can't make myself go alone out of fear of seeing other people, also the fact that the closest thing to a real mountain near me is like 2 hours away and it's only 1.5k feet, fuck my life.