FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK JUST LET HER GO PLEASE
WHY DID WE HAVE TO GET CLASSES AT AROUND THE SAME TIME ALMOST ALL WEEK.
i literally see her every single fucking day and we still hang out and i really really enjoy hanging out with her
but looking at her face is just pure torture. its the most beautiful woman i've ever seen. its the prettiest smile. its the coolest hair. its the cutest nose.
its those perfect eyes and they will never. never. NEVER. light up when they see me.
i have to listen to her laugh and its torture. i have to listen to her stories and its torture. i have to watch her fix herself in the mirror and its torture. not because i don't enjoy it, i really really do, but because i know it'll never happen again after this. i'll never see her again.
and I know I'm not a lost cause. I have the potential to find someone else but I just wanted it to be her so fucking bad, but im a retarded fag that has no talents and isn't interesting or cool in the slightest.
she knows i like her but if she knew just how bad it was she'd go running the other way. i want to fucking kill myself. fuck.
why didn't i do anything to change myself? even if I did now it'll just be a farse by the time i get real results, because i know nothing i'd get out of it would be comparable to seeing her everyday again.
>there's millions of girls out there!
and they all look much uglier now knowing she exists
