>>40774625
Thank you siganon, I really appreciate it. I worry a lot about being too needy.
>>40788548
>>40789092
Please reach out to a friend that's not them anon, I've been where you are and you will regret messaging them again. Whatever you can do, meditate, eat, something anything to distract yourself. Please get help if you feel yourself becoming delusional or wanting to hurt yourself.

>ASL
21 nb us
>letters
t b
>primary interest
theology, black metal, learning languages
>other interests and hobbies
poetry, linguistics, baking, minecraft
>looking for
nice people who won't be rude to me
>not looking for
mean people who will be rude to me
>(free space)
i am barely literate
>tag
apokalipticheskaja

the stupid part about people complaining about self diagnosis is that real psychiatric diagnoses are a joke
go to a psychiatrist, say you feel depressed, and they'll diagnose you with clinical depression. say you have anxiety and they'll diagnose you with anxiety. say you have X, they'll ask "do you have the symptoms of X?", say yes, and they diagnose you.
people talk a lot about therapists to "make sure you're serious" about transitioning, but all that process really is, is being asked "are you sure" 500 times and saying yes each time

was any other tranny extremely secretive and unwilling to open up to anyone growing up? trying to see if this is common

I hope a boy deems that I am worthy of love