>do you
Yes. All the time.

I never celebrated. I just don't care. His current does not affect my life whatsoever, alive or dead. What has this guy done for me? Nothing.

>I check off most of these
It's fucking over. Unless I create a mask of Spike Spiegel and pretend to be him....hmmm.

>living to 60+
No. I might kill myself before then.