>>33657560
Depressed, full of rage, and constantly having unpleasant thought loops ruminating on things I thought I never cared about before. I don't experience joy or pleasure from almost anything I do, but I get moments of clarity that make me desperate and frantic.
It's all in my head. My life is fine. I don't know what mindset I'm supposed to have to not lose my mind in this endless struggle. I do not want to be this way anymore.
My life is fine.