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The Gazan brothers quote the Koran and say:

وَأَنفِقُوا۟ فِى سَبِيلِ ٱللَّهِ وَلَا تُلْقُوا۟ بِأَيْدِيكُمْ إِلَى ٱلتَّهْلُكَةِ ۛ وَأَحْسِنُوٓا۟ ۛ إِنَّ ٱللَّهَ يُحِبُّ ٱلْمُحْسِنِينَ

And spend of your substance in the cause of Allah, and make not your own hands contribute to destruction; but do good; for Allah loveth those who do good.

Do not throw yourself into destruction with your own hands. Do not throw your life away. Do not go out and stab soldiers or shoot them or crash a suicidal motorcyle IED into an airbase like they are doing in Pakistan.

Instead build a peaceful little house of prayer down by the water with the trees and birds and deer and flowers and serve the poor and lead the prayers and preach Islam with love and kindness for God.

And if I do not do this I have let them down and have failed my word and my promise by throwing away my life in a release of self-destructive rage at inhuman child murdering zionist soldiers that massacre my people and call my little sister a "sand n-r" as they drop bombs on children and execute them in the head with rifles in their own homes.

And so I say okay brother I will stay alive because you love and care about your brother and you want him to live.

I am a Shia Muslim in the USA.

Am not some kind of Iranian nationalist.

I think Khamenei is a wise man and Sayyid.

However, I oppose the anti-American rhetoric that some of their citizens espouse.

Right now, my focus is to build a Shia mosque as we have no place to pray Jummah (Friday prayers) where I live.

Friday noon for Muslims is like Sunday morning for Christians. We gather in a mosque and there is a sermon as well. We also keep a box for donations.

Socialization? I live on the edge of the woods in complete isolation. Yesterday, I spent 11 hours straight locked in my office studying algorithms. The only human being I talk to is a woman who spies on my electronics and tried to get me to convert to Judaism and move to "Israel" I am not joking. Am trying to invite her to Islam.

I will be moving out deeper into the woods to construct an Islamic monastery if the zionist Jews do not kill me first. They have the legal right to do so any day. Socialization? Does talking to Jihadists in the Middle East on Telegram count as socialization? Does talking to zionist shills on 4chan count as socialization?

A while ago I went down to the nearest masjid (mosque) to try and give a gift to the Sunnis there. When I told then I was Shia, they would not accept my gift or even let me in to pray. They looked at me like I had a disease for being a Shia.

My last attempt at friendship was at the construction site with my coworkers. They turn out to be federal informants! One threatened me with kidnapping! It is like the Truman Show whenever I try to socialize. Friends! I need brothers to pray with, not friends, brothers. I don't pity myself, I earned this with my actions.

A normal life? Not possible because of war. What is normal anyways? So many strange and unnatural things are "normal" these days. I've made my bed. There is no going back. I will do something entirely new. No, I will never be a normal man. Either I will be an extraordinary man or a complete failure. There is no inbetween.

Was ignorance really so sweet? I felt an emptiness in my past life. Something missing. Now there is no shortage of meaning. No lack of purpose for all the pain of struggle. I did not truly begin to live until I had embraced death for the glory of God.

Pain? Plenty of it. Struggle? More than enough. But emptiness, boredom, meaninglessness? None to be found. My regrets are few. Normalcy is lost, but now I live for love. For God.

The world would THRIVE without the satanic church bombing zionist Jews.

Europe and America would invest in nation building instead of endless genocidal war for zionist Jews.

The Middle East would enjoy peace and prosperity without oppression, and oil would flow freely with good trade relations.

The world would improve DRASTICALLY without the criminal zionist regime and their global scheme of usury and child rape blackmail.