>>33301969
Listen mate, if I could be a happy successful normie for her then ofc I would take her back. She's too good for me. She's such a wonderful beautiful person, she would be an amazing wife and mother to any kids
But the fact is I'm a fookin loser mate. I can't get my shit together. The main reason she dumped me in the first place is cause I got really drunk a couple times I was supposed to meet her. She deserved a good sound guy on the straight and narrow and that's why I'm trying to support and help her but also stay separated
She deserves the best and I want to cheer her on getting there but I'm not a part of her happy future life you get me. My future is working on more music and jerking it to hentai before killing myself. Why embroiled another innocent soul in my sadness and depravity
Anyway thank you for reading this word salad kek