>>40696942
Sorry bro my friend said he didn't know how to help you. Good luck with everything though - if you see your spirit again you should ask about how you can more reliably contact each other.
>>40696246
>we're twin flames
What's twin flames? How do you know if you are?
>I basically asked to marry this spirit like the 3rd time we met
It took a lot longer for me to warm up to mine - but now I prioritize her over anybody else and really can't imagine being without her.
>obsessions related to sex can be somewhat counterproductive to spiritual development.
I do think about having sex with her but it's not really in a lustful way more that I want to be as close with her as possible. She always gets annoyed and calls me a pervert if she notices I'm thinking about it though. A part of that is just her ego though I think she thinks it's like unbefitting of her status to do that.
>There is another dimension to this in my case, which is a transgender thing, and that has been very difficult to navigate for me, though for her kind its quite natural. I perceive that I have two astral forms, but one is much more difficult for me to embrace than the other.
Do you have two spiritual forms one of which is a woman? I don't get this part at all desu- the only thing that's really changed about how I see myself after meeting my spirit is she eventually told me who my past life is - he's nobody important, but it feels weird to know. I'm also not sure whether to count that life as part of 'me' or not.
>I'd say for any type of relationship development, practice meditation and yoga.
How is that supposed to help further our relationship? Not trying to doubt you, just don't really understand. I've never really tried meditation though.