>>40830153
i do because im a retard who wants to be one

>>40582947
No
>>40583156
Idk what is best and idk how to find out what is best.
I think I just need to become skinny and keep taking HRT and maybe things will get better in the next 7 years idk.

How do I know what is best? How do I know what will make it better? How do I get the strength for that?

weird feels rn frens
I feel rlly anxious and overwhelmed w my freetime
Like idk
Too much i want to do
And it stresses me
And idk how to relax or enjoy life
i have productive stuff i can always do but when i relax i get overwhelmed with what i want to do and argh idek

how to cope with being an actual retard
I somehow landed a helpdesk job but I don't know shit about computers or networking

like i have no idea why they picked me over anyone else, i guess I bs'd too hard on my resume and interview

all I rlly know is

>plug stuff in, unplug and replug if it don't work
>restart computer
>download new drivers
>unlock AD account

But beyond like the most basic troubleshooting, and even on basic troubleshooting, I struggle so hard. I feel like a net negative to my team, I have to ask so many questions despite being 3 months in, and it's stuff I feel like I should know, and idk. I want to be at a point where I can just do my job without relying too much on others and not be a fuckass idiot

how do i gitgud