>>40853082
I feel the same. I'm on year on estrogen, 20 years old, and I'm basically just a dude with weird boobs. My skull structure is too fucked to pass and maybe my shoulders, too, but it's hard to tell. At least I'm a short twink. At any rate, due to where I live, I can't express my femininity at all, even in my own home, and of course I would never go out like that because I don't pass. However, I'm still very hopeful. I'm going to go to school to get a good job and I'm going to get FFS and maybe a boob job, and maybe fillers some day because I like how they look. I'm having to put in all this hard work in my prime, so when I finally do have the money and means to be feminine, I'm just gonna bimbomax. I don't even want to be a whore and have a lot of sex, really I just want a loving husband, although I'm way too eccentric to have anyone who matches my energy and retarded beliefs. My bad bitch villain origin story is that I'm gonna bimbomax and become so feminine, no one will ever think I'm a guy ever again.
