It gets worse the more I think about it jesus christ

Bros I need help I don’t know what to do.

I started a cut at 245 ilbs about 6-7 months ago and now I’m at 155. I know it’s victim weight but I never had much muscle mass and just wanted to lose the fat first then worry about that later, plus my newbie gains have helped a lot even on this cut. I want to have visible abs and from what I can pinch and imagine I probably have about 5-7 pounds left until they’re visible I’m so damn close. My issue is I had such an easy time dieting up until I reached 160, I didnt really feel hunger after the first month and was hyper focused on losing the weight. Ever since I’ve gotten into the 150s though I’m absolutely starving and idk what to do. I can keep it up for a few days at a time but I keep either caving and eating a bunch in one day or slowly eating a bit over my deficit. I’ve been plateaued at 155 for a couple weeks now. I think I’m a bit depressed and eating out of boredom but even in my good days I find it hard to ever feel full. Should I cheat for a little while to try and satiate my cravings? Should I just start maintaining and trying to build muscle? I really want abs but I feel like I’m just spinning my wheels at this point. If it helps at the moment I’m 6’3, 155.2 ilbs, and on a deficit of 1650kcals a day. I also work a lot and do a lot of cardio so should I maybe just cut a bit less harshly and have it take longer? My newbie gains are gone and I want to go back to gaining strength rather than keeping it.

I’ve always been a bit of an outcast socially never had many friends and the ones I have had have disappeared a long time ago. Recently I’ve lost all my social anxiety and been able to chat up with a few people and get the chance to hang out. I’m actually not too bad at talking and can usually get an invite or invite someone else out, but my issue is having no idea what to do when we’re actually together. There’s nothing in my town or any of the cities close aside from shopping, eating, or drinking. I’m outgoing but I feel like asking someone to hike with me is hella cringe fr in today’s social market. Are there any good ideas of what to do when I’m with friends or even dates other than stupid obvious shit? I don’t want to smoke weed every time I’m with someone but that’s all I can think of that doesn’t take much work. Should I not worry?

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Vodka Martini please, half a liter of olive juice in it

>new job working on cars so big ass forearms coming plus a good check
>college starts back up soon
>finally getting skinny enough to be okay with my body
>getting slightly better at talking to people/going out

My only issue is my girlfriend. She’s disrespectful and honestly just stupid. I love her a lot but I don’t think I can spend any more than a week longer with her without snapping. I think I’m at least averagely attractive, I’m definitely a good boyfriend, and I have the chance to meet plenty of women even though I can’t talk to them for shit. But all my friends and almost my entire social life is a result of her. It’ll already hurt me to leave her even with how bad she is, but then I won’t have anyone else left either. I used to just work and sit alone in my house all day everyday, and I don’t want to go back to that cause I know I’ll just kms. What do?

Also how do I fill my life? Until college starts I feel like I have nothing to do