It's crazy how surreal life seems when you stop and carefully examine everything. Sex is so disgusting. Sit there and examine two people having sex whilst blocking your horny thoughts. It's absolutely abysmal to watch. Sit and observe a group of humans eating food at a restaurant and realize how disgusting they are. How grotesque it is to see humans stuffing food into their mouths. The next time you jerk off or eat food, pause to think about what you're doing and you'll realizing how disgusting we all are. All of humanity and life in general is utterly repulsive if you turn off your desires. It's really sad considering everyone sells us the lie that we're all something special. It's been said a million times already, but there's no way of getting around this. You might forget for a week, months, or years. Hell, some people go an entire lifetime without knowing. Doesn't change the fact that we're just a bunch of smelly desiring apes.
