>>83050981
Hi anon, hope the pidser was good.
I've had a pretty uneventful day. Mostly just bedrotting. It doesn't feel too bad though.
I keep thinking about how I should make my mark on the world somehow. Maybe I could make some music or art or writing. I'm too scared to commit to anything, though. That's probably why I feel so stuck in life while everyone around me seems to be moving on.
Bit depressing to think about.

I played Toram Online, and then Naruto Shinobi strikers, and then phantasy star online genesis, I played black desert online. Now I will be playing guild wars 2. I was liking phantasy star not bad. Any mmos you like? an mmo game with wars would be nice.

>>83008923
Yeah! I think I had a bit of a friend collector phase, honestly, but in general I actually really like making friends with people when my social anxiety isn't fucking with me. Even in real life I try and befriend people if I'm not feeling mentally ill.
I've gotten ghosted so often that I don't really care anymore. Plus, I'm not that clingy anymore (been working on my anxiety) so I don't mind it if somebody responds to me after a few months. I justify it by doing the same thing to other people, lol.
If someone removes you after you didn't respond to you for a day, that's not really your fault, anon. I would just let it go. On to the next potential friend!
I think I made quite a few friends back in the earlier days when I first started on this board but I don't talk to most of them anymore. But the friends that stuck around, I really appreciate! One friend texted me recently, she's really cool and I admire her a lot.
I wonder what it was like in the really old days. I keep hearing crazy stories about egirls and Skype groups... that sounds like it would've been fun but also really scary. Well, to be honest, I don't think I'd do well in an environment like that. Egirls kind of scare me.

I've been missing Komi anon recently. She was the first anon I ever talked to. I wonder how she's doing now? I guess lots of people I talked to from here moved on from the board... I'm the only one still left here.

>>82441592
>i'll hold you to that anon, so you better actually do it!
i did!
how are you doing hutao anon tho...

shoegaze makes me sad

>>82415327
you get used to it (well no not really it takes a piece of your heart every time)

someone should be rude to that guy

omg a hutao anon thread!!

>>81826357
>how has your day been going so far anon? are you feeling okay?
i gobt sick :(
>watched anything cool recently?
Nope. :(

Any Titanfall players here? I wonder if I should get into it...

>>81823051
>honestly, i think RL is the best esport one can watch.
I think so too! Valorant/CS are also pretty easy to figure out. It's MOBAs that I have no idea what is happening when I watch.
>its only fun if you play casually or if you enjoy getting shit on.
I actually don't mind this. Makes every little improvement feel so good...
>also, dont get into LoL. its not worth your time or mental sanity
Yeah but my friend wanted me to try it...

>>81823060
He doesn't sound like a good friend :(
There are better people out there!

For one, my people-pleasing and conflict-avoiding tendencies. How much longer can I just live a lie, pretending everything is fine when it isn't? What kind of love is it when I'm lying to myself and her just to keep it? I have trust issues from childhood, yes, but I'm older now and I ought to know better.