I can't fucking do this anymore, the loneliness is too much. I just want a girlfriend. I want someone who will at least pretend to be interested in my game because she loves me and wants me to be happy. I want to be able to show her new enemies and ideas I have and see her reaction. I want someone I can hug to distract me from how pointless of an endeavor this all is. My life is so meaningless, I can't go on spending every day alone with nothing but the company of my thoughts and strangers on the internet.

I was already a NEET for 5 years and lost my teenage years to my bedroom. I got a job a few months ago which was meant to make me normal by finding me friends and a girlfriend, that failed, I got fired due to the girls disliking me and making a class-action false sexual harassment lie about me to HR, now I lose my job. I spend the money from the job on a cheap gas scooter, a Honda PCX150, to get around. Then it starts having issues, too expensive to repair. I get the idea to just stage it to get stolen so I get the money back from my insurance, I leave it with the keys in for 4 days until someone bites, scooter gone, I report it to insurance, they investigate and figure out I staged it and now I'm charged with felony insurance fraud already at 18. So now I'm
>NEET
>VIRGIN
>NO FRIENDS
>WEIRD
>SOON TO BE CONVICTED FELON
Should I just give up and embrace NEETdom? It's not getting better. I won't be able to get a car in my life because nowhere will insure me with insurance fraud on my record.

I get so sad thinking about having no gf bros... when will the pain and suffering end?

Modernity is so fucking ugly holy shit, what caused to reject aesthetics so hard

>>509976952
I want to pinch her cheeks so bad it hurts bros.

>>507473512
I think Prussia was the height of human civilization but I am a dirty Bavarian dwarf creature.
Forgive me, superior north Germans.