>>82310898
>you go with your lives seemingly fine
oh, anon, i do NOT go fine. i am literally losing my mind over being lonely for so long, it's killing me, its ruining my life. don't think people are fine just because they seem like they are, or don't act like they're not. i am very aware of how hard it is, i am very familiar with the feeling of hopelessness you deal with, and i can confidently tell you there's no "solution" to this. there's no secret way to make friends or to overcome how pointless trying feels. you can only rely on your own willpower to get better.
it's hard, it will hurt, but it's worth it. also, don't drop out of college please. education is really important nowdays. try your best to endure it, okay?
>i suck at making conversation entertaining
conversations being fun are not your responsibility only anon, it could be that the other person sucks at it too. don't blame yourself all the time! what do you think makes a conversation interesting?
>while writing this im also kind of scared
it's okay anon, i was just like you. i make these threads often, and you can come here and talk with me to practice if you want! about whatever you want. you may not believe me, but talking with anons here helped develop my social skills alot. it really did! it's all about getting used to the pressure of talking with strangers.
>i know they want to get the hell out of my sight
no you dont anon, thats just your paranoias telling you that. most people really don't care as much as you think they do.
>times when i feel this way with them
it's okay, it's just how you are. keep talking with them, it'll be easier as time goes on, trust me. i was just like you! this anxiety won't ever go away completely i fear, we just need to get used to it.
>who's become a friend of yours by doing the food questions?
heheh, yes. those questions along with many others. making friends takes time anon, but making friends takes time anon. it's not something that happens over a week.