I am 25 and make 18 dollars an hour and all my peers I know and former classmates are either working retail or construction for 15 dollars an hour. The average rent in my area is 1200 and I am desperate to get away from my crazy BPD mother who finally realized she alienated everyone in her life and when I’m gone she’ll be utterly alone and it’s making her fucking crazy and creepy towards me. Can someone explain to me how I’m supposed to survive this situation? All I want is a life.

what keeps you going?

what keeps you going?

>>106102312
Yeah, but micro-optimization is one of very few things that still bring me joy.

So this is how it ends, huh?

>>508433948
I long to feel true fear again like I did in my youth. horror movies and games just bore me now, nothing really scares me, besides the wrath of God, and even that creates more a dull sense of dread these days than fear