>>60928054
I never took the vaxx. Did get the 'rona like 3 times though, most recently at disney world.
>>60927982
yeah idk. it always seems if I go down enough to where I can tolerate it I see no progress, if I go up enough for it to be 'meaningful' my body punishes me with crippling rheumatism for a week to let me know in no uncertain terms I shouldn't attempt that again. I guess there might be a sweet spot between the two I haven't discovered yet but I wonder why it's so fucking narrow for me when most noobs can just lift whatever with shitty form and make tolerable gains for a while. I was looking at androgen insensitivity syndrome which would explain why I'm skinnyfat limpdick and tired despite high-normal T but my sperm count is fine and I'm going bald which doesn't happen to AIS people. Reluctant to pathologize my situation too much but after 20 years of observing myself and observing others I'm pretty sure there's something to it beyond just 'I'm a lazy bitch'.
>>60928499
maybe, I'm definitely a fucking loser and my physical and mental health both suck and it's hard to magically reverse that shit once you're into your late 30s and 40s. A lot of my wasted health is directly tied to how I got rich (stressing 24/7 over shitcoins) so maybe it's just the price I have to pay for the faustian bargain I made.