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who's here actually want to fertilize yoshi's instead of becoming one really?
>had parents that loved me unconditionally and supported me through all my hardships
>my parents never divorced
>I was never beaten by them
>I was never beaten by anyone
>I was never molested
>I was never bullied at school
>I was never traumatized by a death in the family. Grandpa died before I was even born
I used to think I had a painfully normal childhood. But over the years I learned that I’m in the extreme minority. Normal is abuse. Normal is mentally unstable family. Normal is suffering.
I kinda have a weird fascination with war. I don’t think war is good or virtuous but I kinda like watching it. Old footage from the Iraq War and in Afghanistan, those old ISIS videos, and now the footage coming out of Ukraine and Israel. I just… I just like watching it and I don’t know why.
>never molested
>never bullied
>never abused by parents
Given how crazy everyone else is, I can’t help but feel like I’m in the minority
Oh no, the expressiveness
I can't...
you guys, i don't think i wanna tranny no more.

i don't think i actually see myself in being a woman. i do actually se myself in being a man. and i feel like taking HRT has induced reverse dysphoria in me.

i don't think any trans rhetoric or aspect of the community has resonated with me either. and ironically, i think transitioning has made me hate trannies more, mostly because i hate myself.

i think im just a regular straight guy.

why did i transition? i think it was cause i was bored. lonely. looking for validation. mommy issues and whatnot. many such cases!

not sure if this is actually the case. gonna have to give this some serious consideration before i stop taking hrt and fully go back to being a moid.

plus i already am one, my skeleton definitely doesnt pass.

who knows tho maybe this whole post is my BPD acting up.
today i found out i fit every single criteria for bpd. fml.

so that's why on top of being too autistic to befriend anyone irl, i can't even befriend autists online either cause of my bpd instability

truly, my brain is fucked beyond repair
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DWPCjBV4HS4