Is it narcissistic to want to fuck the Vessel? Would it be selfcest?

When can we get to use Red Buster again? It wasn't there for Tenna, it wasn't there when we needed it for the Knight, and even if it was in the Titan fight it'd be impossible to use it. I just want to use one of the coolest attacks in the game outside of 2 easy bosses.
>Your SOUL shined its power on Susie!

>Chapter 7
>Requires an online connection to play
>Starting the chapter loads you into the bunker as the vessel
>After a bit of loading a bunch of other vessels appear
>Turns out they're all other players
>You can see others battling dark beings and can join their battles
>Final boss requires 10 players at once to beat
>Text chat + proximity voice enabled

>>528806374
Vessel should be easy (bald would be even easier)