>>82763135
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>>82762915
>there something that pushed you to become like this maybe
exasperation, if i had to guess. i couldn't keep caring anymore simply because of how stressful it was on my psyche. it's actually kind of awful you know. i struggle to care about things i should care about. and sometimes i care too much and it ruins me completely. everything is so damn unregulated in my brain and it's so, so exhausting... it is what it is i guess.
>is that a crime in your book?
yes. i never leave the house without earphones or headphones. they're my saving grace if something goes bad and i need to dissociate from existence. lemme know what you think, though im not sure you're gonna like it much. it's basically just a metal album.
>Also the doctor's visit is done now
niceu! nothing to worry about i hope? try not to get nauseous on the way back now. honestly i dont think i could stomach 4 hours of bus in a day.
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>>82280478
>how did you find the song?
heheh, you underestimate me anon. my knowledge in music goes very deep down the iceberg... i already knew the song. i listened to it a lot, and it's easy to remember those lyrics, considering that everyday im reminded about the masquerade we live in (and it also really catchy). i randomly found the song in a yt mix playlist, back when i used to listen to a lot of 80s and 70s songs. i like If You Go Away too, and her cover of Love Me Tender is lovely aswell.
>>82280623
>is it a bad feeling in your opinion?
it's not a bad feeling i'm sure, it's... just something very feint i guess.
>so whatever you feel is fine
but what if i feel nothing for most of the time?
it makes me feel bad that i feel nothing.
i'll be going to bed now, anons. thanks everyone for talking with me today. even if i can't feel much, im sure it helped me! at the very least i don't feel like dying as much as i did before. im grateful for all of you.
>how did you find the song?
heheh, you underestimate me anon. my knowledge in music goes very deep down the iceberg... i already knew the song. i listened to it a lot, and it's easy to remember those lyrics, considering that everyday im reminded about the masquerade we live in (and it also really catchy). i randomly found the song in a yt mix playlist, back when i used to listen to a lot of 80s and 70s songs. i like If You Go Away too, and her cover of Love Me Tender is lovely aswell.
>>82280623
>is it a bad feeling in your opinion?
it's not a bad feeling i'm sure, it's... just something very feint i guess.
>so whatever you feel is fine
but what if i feel nothing for most of the time?
it makes me feel bad that i feel nothing.
i'll be going to bed now, anons. thanks everyone for talking with me today. even if i can't feel much, im sure it helped me! at the very least i don't feel like dying as much as i did before. im grateful for all of you.
>>81884284
yes, i wish i didnt. i wish i could live alone forever and never feel the need for human interaction but alas i do and its making living so much harder
yes, i wish i didnt. i wish i could live alone forever and never feel the need for human interaction but alas i do and its making living so much harder