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Anonymous No.213991201
>>213990581
I was never a junkie. I was a dabbler. I never touched a needle or stole for drugs or became homeless. I just hung out with scuzzy people for a few months and started losing the respect of friends and family before getting my shit together. Went to outpatient rehab and groups to get the tools I needed to cope without substances. Once you're able to see that the "highs" of using were always at the cost of something else, the appeal goes away. Some people decide they don't want to live without those peaks and valleys but I've never been stupid. It was out of curiosity and a sense of adventure that I got into all of that in the first place, like maybe I could write a book about slumming it with these people; I had romantic notions like that a lot back then. But I'm an addict so meth was just as destructive as booze or opiates. I'd get myself a habit and check myself before it got out of hand. Live and learn. I met a lot of interesting people but not too many who I found intellectually stimulating. I wanted to have all night philosophical discussions like in college in my early twenties. Meth heads like to watch conspiracy videos on bitchute on their cracked phones and scheme ways to get drug money. The excitement has long warn off for those people, and I was left unfulfilled and getting closer and closer to being a "known person" or whatever to the cops. It's a small world and once you're in with that group it's hard to get your reputation back. I never was arrested. In fact I was useful as the straight guy with the clean record and decent car who could transport drugs for gas and money and some free drugs. But half those people never did accept me. They thought my cleanliness and manners and full set of teeth were suspicious and rumors circulated I was a "narc". And tweakers are just like any other kind of schizo, they get it in their head and it won't leave. I knew I couldn't keep using and not get hooked and if I wasn't hooked they wouldn't trust me.
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Anonymous No.213069161
>>213069150
Keep doing your own research, smart guy!
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Anonymous No.212944141
>>212943806
If you say so, buddy.
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Anonymous No.212605019
>>212604848
Conversely you could give that chunk to a meth junkie and he'd smoke it all in forty minutes and run around looking to score more.
Those tent cities must be rife with meth.