>>521139803
>This man's genuine suffering is gonna get buried under mountains of schizoposting
It's alright, fren, I'm in the same boat as you, give or take a few details.
It may be hard now, but our existence is proof of their failure to take complete control. We'll face the pain together as brothers, and in our resilience we will be vindicated (even if not in this lifetime).
I wish you all the best. I'm not exactly good at being motivating, but I hope that you can at least find some solace in the fact that there's someone else out there like you who cares.