>be me
>tall white skinny bald male
>spend my whole life making cute female characters in games
>decide to try to improve my self-esteem by making characters that look like me and self-inserting
>make tall white skinny bald male characters in games
I HATE IT

THEY'RE SO UGLY

I'M SO FUCKING UGLY

FUCK

>female marriage candidate NPC says "teehee you're so cute"
LIAR

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

>>18501406
I ended up accidentally memorizing all biographical details and extended social connections of the top 100 shemale porn stars and learning what their faces look like after I accidentally clicked on kiwifarms and accidentally stayed there for 70 hours a week and accidentally developed a parasocial relationship with at least 5 of the shemale porn stars while telling myself I was just "learning the ways of the enemy" and accidentally gooned to most of their videos for hours every day for the last 3 years until I couldn't get off to anything that wasn't shemale porn

GRRRRR WHY DID THESE HOMOSEXUAL GROOMERS HAVE TO GROOOOOOOM ME I WAS GROOOOOMED! GROOOOOOOOOOMED!