>>40980698
Day 16 and ive gotten bored of fapping. Im not in a good place mentally which makes me have urges but I just dont do them because I know that shit wont make me feel better, it’ll only make things worse. Im not even able to get that 3 seconds of pleasure afterwards anymore cause the moment I bust I just feel immediate shame and regret. It doesnt solve anything and i dont wanna do it anymore. Its not really appealing i guess

magnetism is starting to be kicking in i guess, today my friends were really excited to see me even though it was a normal day and yesterday some girl started a full conversation with me for no reason which literally never happens.

>>40931563
I’ve been feeling terrible lately and have been tempted to masturbate to make myself feel better but i feel like I’ve destroyed my ability to jerk off.

Any time i have an urge and feel like following through with it I start to think about how i look like while jerking off as i watch another guy get what I want and fuck a girl and after i think about that I get secondhand embarrassment and dont jerk off. Even if im not watching porn its still kiked out to sit there and stroke my dick imagining some cute girl or whatever.

I feel like I’ve found the best way to prevent myself to jerk off, cause whenever i think about it like that i just cant bring myself to do it.

its day 18 and i’ve lately felt fucking terrible these past few days everything feels fucking worse i cant describe it. I just feel so neurotic and terrible and lonely all the time now I cant do this shit every day. It doesnt even feel worth it anymore i feel terrible i cant focus on anything or properly relax at all

day 11 and i want to jerk off and watch porn so badly