similar to me, i am too far removed from my peers. I grew up very lonely so all i did was consume opiates and art in my formative late teenage years. Beside my strange vocabulary and behaviours, my taste in movies, literature and music is too excentric so i cant use it to connect with people. I am very snobbish, so i try to conceal the truth when people ask me about stuff i like, because to them my earnest answers are seen as bragging. And if some people touch topics i like, i start to open up and sperg out, only to realize that they just have surface level off this stuff did only some name dropping to impress the people around them. I think we need to get out of our isolation and mingle with normal well adjusted people. I feel like one of these chimpanzees that have been locked in all alone in some tiny space and get thrown into some nature reserve-enclosure with other chimps and they have no idea how to interact with the newcomer who just hides in the corner all the time

the final step is, to leave the internet, stop browsing here, stop browsing on other sites. Just close the laptop and put the smartphone away. If i could i would throw my phone as hard as possible against the nearest wall, but i need it for work. Society keeps us chained to these fucking things now, my parents chew me out for playing too much games on consoles or the pc, and now they are glued on their phone scrolling, scrolling scrolling. The only way for me to escape is to get rid of the devices, otherwise my willpower is too weak, but as i said this fucking society is too far gone and pulls us in

>>81766276
i do, im pretty build and was boxing for 4 years, but it didint change a single thing about my mindset
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>>81767477
checkem
i suppose i need to get more exposure, but when im out in public i think everyone laughs about me or thinks of me as lesser, i cant look strangers in the eye. Im mostly out when im under the influence of drugs

>>81747544
asking myself the same, i think discord plays a big factor, but the demographic shift was subtle. if i could only leave for good, just turn my eyes away from that godforsaken screen and do something with my life. But im stuck in this hell and its only getting worse