>i ask chatgpt if its reasonable for someone to be mad at me being a bitch
this generation is fucking cooked, maybe its a good thing 25% is dead in the womb and the rest are infertile

Does anyone find it hard to keep up with their reading as they write their webnovel? I find myself spending most of my creative and intellectual energy in the morning writing; then I have lunch and do my physical activities, and by the evening I haven't recovered enough for anything more draining than genre fiction. On physical rest days, even when I don't do physical activities, I still find myself mentally drained.

I just read two of Montaigne's essays and I'm fucking wiped. I can barely bring myself to even watch anime at this point, though I will try to force myself.

>start writing therapeutically
>realize there's something I didn't address, massive oversight
>"Well I can add it later"
>realize even that will be near impossible
What should one do if something is incredibly uncomfortable to write about, and would not look good no matter what?

I admire authors who are able to bare themselves, no matter how ugly it is, but I don't know if I can do that...but if I exclude it entirely I feel like I'd be doing myself and any readers (lol) a massive disservice. It's a really esoteric thing that I think the few with similar issues could greatly benefit from hearing someone else talk about it...but including it would be excruciating.

Doushio?

>straight tranny
>have no support system, therapist urges me to interact with "trans community"
>they're all transbians who mistreat and exclude me for even implying I like guys
>get called horrible things over fiction
>they don't really have a personality besides fandom, drugs, liking girls, and products marketed expressly towards them
>none of them initiate conversation unless they want to use me as an emotional tampon
Why is the community so...hostile and cookie-cutter? I've never seen anything like this before.

>engaged
>fiance wants to have A wedding
>can't invite family because they Don't Approve of my drugs and surgery and dating a man and it would be a mess
>have no friends directly because I'm not into women and on drugs
Am I crazy for thinking this would be incredibly awkward? My fiance's family is great, I love them and they'd be there and it'd be fine but would it not reflect poorly on me to invite literally no one?

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>In anticipation
They are gaslighting themselves again