>>507119028
Well, you aren't allowed to. God put you on this earth that it might be to his glory, whether your purpose is to be set aside to be used by him or to be destroyed. If you are of God, self-hatred is not permitted. Guilt and shame are God's way of influencing us towards confession and repentance so that we can be better vessels, but if you hate yourself you hate what God has created uniquely and especially for you.