>>33332807
I can play the victim and say she begged to have sex and she pushed for the engagement, but I know I was in charge given my age. She just wanted security and to be wanted and that's why she rushed so it could be something formal and strong.
That's a bad sign. Yes, you were not man enough to tell her to fuck off, but her clinginess is bad, pushing for engagement and marriage, a grave decision, and her not caring about how you wanna got about it, is insane. Now she has you in the guilt spiral and it was likely planned by her since she thought she couldn't hook a man otherwise.
At least my ex never guilt tripped me about any sacrifices she made. Which makes sense when you consider love always gives and never takes.