>>212136580
You've been given a valuable gift, anon. I hope you can keep it. I was like you for many years until that last drunk. Now I've got 8 years sober.
If my wild recklessness on benders didn't get me killed the booze itself eventually would have. I'm so grateful to have found that true desire to quit. Just wishing the cravings and need would go away isn't enough.
Congrats, anon. Stay strong.