woke up sweating... not even 8 am and it was already 32 degrees in my room. im going to die today.

>>82176687
>have u got an origami book as well?
nah, i never looked at anything origami related before now
>U can't really judge urself or anyone objectively
...but judging something objectively literally means doing so without any bias. judging things based on your bias is judging subjectively.
>>82176803
>Have you ever made something with picture instructions?
yeah, i did the other 2 with picture instructions. initially i also started making the lily with pictures, but it got too confusing so i watched a video
>I don't think so
then make one!
>It's labyrinthian
oh i see. well that just makes it all the more fun no? unless you end up in a dark alleyway i guess
>even with the shops that sell that kind of thing
are the prices in the shops way higher or something? or is it just more convenient?

>>82053690
> always go some other time
no because its on saturday that usually there's people at the shop during the week there's always no one. maybe i will try tomorrow but i probably won't go anywhere because it takes so much willpower to get out of the house
>is not a good way 2 go
there's no real good way to go, as long as it gets the job done its fine
>wouldn't i b real
i was talking more about the feeling of happiness not being real
>stop running 2 and face ur obsitcles
but i did that, i stopped and nothing changed. i even overcame some of my obstacles and nothing changed. its fucking annoying
>>82053751
>Tetsucabra?
yes. funny frog keeps crashing you. how evil.
>might be the emulator
that sucks. have you tried looking for citra versions somewhere? you might still find them on github. i'd ship you my 3ds with the game if i could but yeah. hope u can manage to find a way to play it
>Just like me in mh! (sorry bleh)
heheh
>I think we had a propensity to feel that way regardless.
sure, but maybe it wouldn't have been so bad. i dont know how to even cope anymore.
>but now its quite comfy again 2 escape into fantasy tbdesu
i think while i was working it didn't feel as bad, it felt more like a moment of respite from existence and it was nice. but now all i can think of while watching something or playing vidya is "you should be doing something else" "you're wasting time" or whatever random insults my brain comes up with.
>but having smol goals u wanna achieve
i've never really had any small (or big) goals in my life besides getting a pc when i was a teen. i kind of just drifted through it all. did you manage to achieve your goals?
>just as much as they hated me a week ago
did you want to go somewhere?
>>82053829
>if you end up having such a good time
that's the point i'd like to die somewhere nice to have good closure. besides i dont think i could live in a forest long.
>it just does its own thing
well can it fucking stop raining whenever i want to do something????

only slept 4 hours this night, not really ideal... i already have a headache. wah

also, a question for the thread:
what instrument would you play if you could instantly be good at one?

>>81705550
>Can I just slap some pasatta
i speak from experience when i say that only passata without the proper vegetables in it really sucks.
>What are house prices like for those?
too high. everything costs too much. mountain regions here are considered "luxury" living unless you live in a village with like 15 people in it (i fucking wish). i might be able to live in the mountains for a year or so once i start working, assuming they hire me in a seasonal hotel or restaurant though and assuming i actually get my degree and get good at cooking stuff.
>I guess game development
right you were making that game with some characters from the thread. what happened to that?
>Is looking stuff up on the internet a hobby?
unfortunately i dont think it counts.
>Do you do anything outside of playing the guitar?
i like biking. i like taking pictures (especially of flowers and nature), if that counts. i used to read a lot when i was a kid, and i still do it now just not as much, cause of my ADHD and whatever is going on in my head. i like to boxe too but i've never actually done it outside of my room. maybe one day.
>>81706161
>y don't i sleep deeply enough i wonder...
fucked up sleep routines tend to do that. your brain works out of habit and going to bed at the same time everyday helps it build the proper routine to sleep and have dreams.
>>81708867
>afraid about health
>picrel
im not sure shooting yourself is very healthy anon