>Think of something funny
>laughing your ass off over your own joke
>post it in thread
>no (you)s

>hated being a kid
>total loner in hs
>hated constantly being on the edge
>wished to be an adult and put all this bullshit behind me.
>went to college
>things making an up turn
>friends, future, family
>even when I dropped out land a good job that I thrived and enjoyed
>turn 28
>start losing everything year after year.
>now 34
>Completely broken and isolated
>now want nothing but to go back to hs

I don't understand what happened.

>spent my entire life wishing I was an adult
>Now 35
>wish I was back in high school
I don't understand what happened. I wasn't even popular in HS or college and I just shrugged it off. You don't know how badly I miss those Midwest October nights, walking through the neighborhood with no destination, that restless unease and excitement for the future. You kind of knew you weren't going to be rich, but the dream was never really fame and wealth, it was always family and belonging. Now I'm 35, alone working a dead end job unable to connect with anyone. I don't know what happened. I miss it so much, I'd do just about anything to go back.

I don't even want to play video games. I want to go for a walk, or read, or even just fucking rot for a bit. But I don't even have that luxury. By the time I get home I barely have enough time to make dinner and my lunch for tomorrow, then I go straight to bed.