>>82267841
same anon, i wish i had something better to do, or rather i wish i had someone to do things for.
>weed
have you ever tried it in the past? does it actually help with anything or is alcohol better?
>>82267916
>and yet you can still not do it
wouldn't that be the equivalent of killing yourself, but simply in a slower way? rules exist to force people to stay alive. like many other things they're a social construct, but they're there, they're instilled within your brain from a young age. "dying is bad, therefore you must do everything we want you to do to stay alive" and even if we didn't live in a working society, if we were mere animals we'd still have natural instincts, which are rules, imposed by our own brain to keep us alive. a normal animal or person cannot overwrite those no matter what. a sane person will never be able to choke themselves to death without help or tools no matter how hard they try. rules will always force you to stop right before you die.
>no one dictates to follow a path
yet, in the world we live right now one's path has already been chosen on birth, and can rarely stray to a different one if there's not enough favourable conditions. no one has the same exact opportunities that another has.
>aren't all of those made by you?
in my eyes, my own self differs from my own brain and which are the origin of emotions and "human" things. im nothing but a soul trapped within a body forced to keep on existing. i don't make the rules. our brains do. we can do nothing but follow them, considering we're stuck in this corporeal form, until we either die of old age or something in our souls breaks, letting us free ourselves from them.