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Ruza meltdown epilogue thread. All of Strojs posts on Steam are gone. Did he get banned or did he finally realized he went too far?
>Anon makes a horror game with comedy elements, monster waifus and choices
>Actually injures his head and has to stay in the hospital for half a year
>Comes back acting like nothing happened but months later decides to completely change his game
>Removes comedy, waifus, choices, tons of dialogue and scenes
>Game is a fucking mess after it all
>Has a mental breakdown on /v/ and Steam when people say they dislike it
>Also can't shut up about Undertale and Deltarune (seems to be mindbroken by their success as well)
>it's actually real
The fuck. It's really all gone.
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He also made his profile private. It was public before. So he probably deleted all the posts himself.
>>713460367 (OP)Was waiting the whole day for this. How is he not banned and is someone using his ip to finish this?
he was melting down just a few hours ago like the last few days, so I wonder what happened
>>713460367 (OP)I don't play fake games, sorry.
>inb4 someone actually hacked his Steam account and just now he got back control over it
painkillers were 100% responsible for this. No doubt the hospital gave him some amazing opiate based painkillers which he abused.
>proof?
the SCP animation guy did they exact same thing and it was caused by him abusing painkillers after injuring himself.
>>713460887That would be saving face, hut he's not that guy
>>713461016seems plausible
>>713461016>SCP animation guyQrd
Jesus Christ. He really did get mindbroken by Toby
>>713460609Somebody probably reported him
>>713461108>guy makes super popular SCP animations>breaks his ass>injury slows animations to a crawl>needs to fundraise to make some more>fundraiser succeeds but no animation>turns out he pocketed all the money to buy prescription painkillers because he became an addict after the injury>oh also all that time spent animating? Yeah it was dont to make a gross gay fetish animation which got leaked>also the dude probably got groomed by trannies into doing ittl;dr dont abuse painkillers
>says he hates furries and gooners
>posts pic related
>>713461284what kind of gross gay fetish animation?
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He really did go schizo
>>713461172>by TobyWhy though? Toby is under tale dev? He gay?
>>713461408someone has the mp4 but its the mc being stripped naked and then the entire universe conspires to have him accidentally insert his penis into random men and women while trying to find his clothes
>>713461284Damn I can't believe SUPER-OPIUM has some drawbacks.
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>>713461284I swear SCP has a similar curse to Chris Chan's medallion, everyone involved with or makes fan projects for it either becomes an insane troon, brain addled by drugs or a kiddy diddler
>>713461284>SCP animationsIs that flash aesthetic?
>>713461632>the concept of SCPs was a real life SCP all alongspooky
>>713461517Stroj mentioned how Undertale and their fans make him want to vomit and how he absolutely hates games like Undertale/Deltarune. He couldn't shut up about it for the past few days so people picked up on it and started mocking him for it.
>>713461284>money to buy prescription painkillersScummy
>>713461408>>713461284>>713461108https://litter.catbox.moe/3vmvw1jwpsnl9zn6.mp4
>>713461706Jealousy is a bitch
>>713461706>Stroj mentioned how Undertale and their fans make him want to vomit and how he absolutely hates games like Undertale/Deltarune.kinda based
>>713461502He said it was his plan all along
>>713461706>Undertale and their fans make him want to vomitThat's a normal reaction.
I don't know who this guy is but he claims to have talked to Stroj privately
>>713461726weird but kino like
>>713461894 said
>>713461726What's with the hidden penisses and vulvas? Some proto adventure time?
Also here's the rewritten story explained
>>713462213I wonder if he can't delete these responses or did he just forget about them because he wiped everything else. Apparently he even removed most of his friends from Steam.
>>713462084barely disguised fetish
>>713461706>people picked up on it and started mocking him for it.This is the worst part of all this. Any chance of him getting help has been thoroughly destroyed by the faggots in his circle encouraging all this AND the faggots on here just mocking him at every turn. He's never going to listen to anybody now and will just perpetually double down until his brain starts bleeding or something.
>>713461726some of the chicks looked pretty qt
>>713462280>>713462172Seems like your typical schizo anon desu
Isn't this guy literally mentally damaged now
>>713462339Well it seems like someone did get through to him to at least delete the comments
>>713462339People DID tell him, "Hey dude you should seriously go to a fucking hospital, head injuries aren't no joke"
He just called them faggots. You can't fix stupid
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Here's his profile before he privated it. Before this it had way more comments and more friends
>>713462314Pretty much. Is the art style established, like has it a name?
the dev was in some /v/ threads earlier screaming NIGGER NIGGER NIGGER and autistically sperging at anons laughing at him
wonder if those posts got shared outside 4chan too
>>713462557What's with the face, is this the emperor? It's le edgy self insert, and it's disgusting.
>>713462495Yes, because of what I said. Hard to listen to a handful of voices when the overwhelming majority of voices are all being dickheads. I don't blame him for shutting down, but I wish he had been better at filtering shit
>>713462661Was referenced in steam forums
Bloody hell. I really liked Ruza, it was a cool concept. You could tell it had a lot of soul. Then he had to go on and go looney.
>>713462661>wonder if those posts got shared outside 4chan tooThere was a thread on steam forums about it but it got deleted. One of the top reviews still has links to his posts though.
>>713460367 (OP)damn perverts always seethe when they get cut off huh
>>713462972Honestly, good. Him and his whole cavalcade of retards need to get banned from Steam. His buddies because it would be funny, Stroj because he very clearly needs to step away and won't.
>>713462907soul begets soul
KWAB
https://arch.b4k.dev/v/thread/713413620/#713433054
>>713462907>go on and go looney.Everytime.
>really liked ruzaWas the only indie game except for liminal point I was looking forward to
>>713463061The dev was a pervert himself
>Tfw was in a car crash a few years ago where my head bashed and broke the passenger window
>Got an MRI and nothing was wrong
>No cognitive symptomps in 4 years
I still worry its a ticking time bomb and I might go mental any day.
>>713463214crazy, i imagine it must be hard if he does genuinely feel like he wants to turn his back on degeneracy--head injuries aside
I'm so happy that I'm a Russian. Ukrainians, Serbs - all fucking mentally unstable just by the virtue of being southern.
*sucks on the child pelvis bone*
>>713463282>go into a car crash at 18, plate in head>frontal lobe damage and tourettes symptoms for weeksi can't tell if I'm weird cause my dad was an abusive drunk shitbird or if it's cause my egg got scrambled
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>>713463191for what reason?
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>>713463191>pestered He added all that himself. I was there in his threads even before he made a steam page, it was very clear he really did like the "Monster girl romance" stuff from his posts.
This is just horrible. Genuinely sad. I was really looking forward to his game. The worst part is that it seemed like he was great when he returned. He seemed perfectly normal. Now he's just having this breakdown.
>>713463420could be worse, I got permanent nerve damage and now I have super bad full body tremors
>>713461706based undertale tumblrinas are easily the gayest fags on this board. the entire fanbase reeks of underage and reddit.
>>713461726That's pretty funny actually
>>713463282Make another mri, aneurysms are a thing, aim for neuro mri
>>713463282sounds pretty rough anon, but you really need to WAKE UP PLEASE
>>713463282WAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UPWAKE UP
>>713463535yeah it can always be worse, i have permanent hip damage from the same accident :^)
but through repetitive exercise I'm mostly mitigated the symptoms of my back pain
now the headaches from the titanium plate are basically crippling migraines and i want to die sometimes
no fear of cars though, i drive like a retard still
>>713463708>migranesfucking rip anon you have my sympathies. I get those from allergic reactions and they knock me on my ass for a full day just being in pain
Why does this shit always happen to stuff I like?
>>713463793rip you too anon, god speed on your battle with pain and wear it with pride idk that's what my grandpa said
>>713463883gaslight yourself into thinking its a challenge from god, that's what I do to cope with my nigger life
>>713463998based Heraclitus
>>713463191>Posts with his name still on that Stroj is based>Deletes it because he forgot to remove his name>Reposts it again even though you can clearly see in the image that it's still him>Proceeds to samefag calling himself based His mental retardation is astounding.
>>713464298he literally has brain damage stop being so mean to him :(
I hope I never have to wake up one day and suddenly everything I liked I hate and everything I've worked on I despise and ruin.
>>713464298I don't want to laugh because it's very clear he's not well. He keeps yelling about "rugpulling" when he literally was the one that started the whole catboy romance and monster girl lewds thing. I was there in the threads, you can search if you want on /vrpg/
I don't know what happened, but it's clear something changed.
>>713463191>samefags a bunch of positive replies>check steam page>10% positive, very negativesurabashi stroj-sama
>>713464484its the worst combo of actual brain damage and painkiller abuse. Both will fuck up your ability to think
>>713461517This is the same guy that has been spamming that Toby stole music for his game
>>713461706His entire rant about the state of the game industry was utter nonsense, especially his claim that horror games can't have comedy and that blood and gore causes games to undersell and lose popularity. Like there wasn't a game that came out earlier this year that proves that's total bullshit
>>713462723Are you a fucking moron?
"Such a shame that absolutely random people on the internet do not involve themselves positively in the life of some shizo. If only we could have one big worldwide hugbox."
If you shit yourself in public, strangers will ridicule you. Such a way of the world, it couldn't have happened any other way.
>>713463191>gave himself 30 (You)s>literally keeps the thread alive by himselfmy god this is pathetic
>>713464592It always sucks to see it. I can only hope he might at some point get better.
Its scary to think about how a bonk to the head and a couple of pills is all it takes to turn you into a totally different person.
>>713464351this but unironically
as retarded as he is, I can't help but feel bad for him
>>713464961probably not. If alchohol is also involved the dude will probably have impaired cognitive functions for the rest of his life.
>>713465028Why wouldn't you? You can see from his threads how insanely didferent he became. Seriously.
Like, just look at this dude.
https://arch.b4k.dev/vrpg/thread/3202648/#3202648
Does this look like someone who "was just rugpulling fags"?
>>713462907In fairness, he ended up like that because of a literal traumatic head injury. For all intents and purposes, the real him died in that accident that put him out for months.
>>713465160He seems friendly and polite here, what a shift
>>713460753Maybe he finally came down off the PCP.
>>713464961Damage like this pretty much never recovers, especially once it's worsened to the point you're having actual breakdowns and screaming at ghosts in your head.
>>713460367 (OP)I wish Stroj would come down from his manic episode and calmly explain what exactly it was that set all this off. If you take him at his word he met some people so revolting that it deleted an entire fetish from his brain and compelled him to nuke his ten year old passion project, but even the anons that have investigated the discord couldn't find anything suspicious beyond the usual horny posting that he himself has engaged in. What is there is him 'getting drunk' and banning several people before leaving scorched earth, only to come back a while later, apologize, and then start calling everyone niggers and faggots out of nowhere like a day later before leaving again.
I've no doubt there's some absolutely abhorrent individuals in Discord, and I'd really like to take his side, but you'd really think he'd mention what the fuck it was that set him off like this if it was really so bad. I mean, the dude's been lurking monsterfucker threads for years and is far from politically correct, what in the fuck could've it been? It's easy to make assumptions, but you really can't blame people for pointing at the recent (by his own admission) nearly fatal head trauma when there's no further context for his violent shift in attitude.
It's a shame about the game, I was planning on playing it when it was finished, but I don't really care about that. I'm mostly sad seeing a real one melt down like this. It wasn't much, but we've exchanged some (You)s in the past, so it feels a little personal. I'm sure most people are just here for the drama and to laugh at him, but it really is quite sad.
>>713465470That's because he was. He really was a cool dude. I can only hope it's just some medication they had him hopped on that suddenly made him breakdown like this, given how normal he looked when he first checked up after the accident.
https://arch.b4k.dev/vrpg/thread/3222596/#3222596
>>713460367 (OP)Damn, he really went nuclear? Fuck...
>>713462006If this friend managed to show him he was acting a little crazy, there might be hope for him. If I pulled something like that and came back to my senses, I would be too embarrassed to show myself again.
>>713465661Could potentially be a separate private discord?
>>713465661I'm genuinely saddened by the loss, especially because I was getting back into Ruza just before Chapter 3's release and his total meltdown.
>>713465381There is literally no proof of said head injury.
Stop making excuses for poor decisions by unhinged individuals.
>>713465661Took the words right out if my mouth. I was there since chapter 1 and posted on the threads he made here.
Nobody likes hearing that they're brain damaged, but it feels so jarring to see the difference of how he was back then. Total change.
I'm going to be honest his behavior resembles a schizophrenic who stopped taking his anti-psychotics without slowly weaning himself off them more than a head injury
>>713466283>cool anon making game he's genuinely hyped for suddenly disappears for several months>now all thisI feel like the proof speaks for itself.
I shilled this game for 7 months in this website, knowing it was obscure as hell and barely got any threads. Its so sad seeing it fall from grace, and i had already suspected it when he said he would remove the "sexy and anime like stuff" in one of his announcements for the third chapter. Fuck.
>>713461726KINO
buff redhead best girl
>>713465661I went through their discord. It really wasn't that different from the threads on here before his meltdown. Just people showing their support for him, shitposting and memeing once in a while how they want to fuck one of the characters from the game, with Stroj himself joining them and posting about it.
>>713461284medicine is weird, one day youre normal, then doctors give you blood pressure meds, the next day your in a gay club dressed as a member of the village people dancing with gays
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>>713462098>he gets into his car drunk and hits a deer on the way home>seething about Toby Fox and undertale/deltaruneCould it be...?
>>713466707>Could it be...?Idk, could be what
>>713466707Asgore made a game holy shit
>>713466701Yeah, no, that generally doesn't happen from blood pressure meds.
Usually when people say painkillers do weird things to people, they're talking about opiates and not NSAIDs.
>>713466283Option A: He pretended to be a nice guy for 10 years on a project, only to poorly troll people for no particular reason.
Option B: He went legit schizo sometime in the last year.
Option C: Bran damage.
Option D: He was hacked on all fronts by a great troll.
Option A makes no sense seeing as he gets nothing out of trolling. It's not like he ripped people off, other than their time and goodwill.
Option B is possible, but you think it'd have been much more gradual.
Option C makes sense with his hiatus.
Option D would be funny, but highly unlikely.
>>713466779current meme theory in deltarune about a character hitting another character (who's a deer) with a car.
>>713467026>mentally ill retard reads retarded fan shitpost theory for deltarune>flips his shit because it's his game's plot>HOW DARE TOBERT "DEGENERATE FURRY" FOX STEAL MY IDEAThis cannot be what actually happened, holy shit lmao
>>713467187Y'know, that could have actually been the breaking point
>>713467187I doubt that's what happened and the dude suffering from brain trauma shit is probably true but it would be really funny
>>713463282Never hurts to get a second opinion. I injured my back and I'm glad I got a second opinion
>injured my back>hurt bad enough that I ended up going to the ER>Doctor who checks me pokes my legs a couple of times then asks if I can feel her poking my legs, tell her yeah>asks if I've been shitting and pissing myself uncontrollably, tell her no>says I just sprained my back and gives me a prescription for hydros and muscle relaxers>week passes, still in a lot of pain, see a different doctor who actually bothers to take x-rays this time around>turns out I had a fractured vertibrate and needed surgery
>>713460367 (OP)sounds like he got got by a "small" cult
>>713467187The whole "Guy hits a deer and kills himself" thing already feels like a change from the original. I remember the threads, and Stroj specifically went on about how you'd still manage to get a happy ending for yourself and your chosen partner, and how that choice was basically "What you thought mattered more in the world"
>>713461706I can relate to this somewhat, but what I experienced is barely anything compared to what Stroj must be going through. I he manages to sort this out internally like I did.
>>713463282You're posting on /v/, something is clearly wrong with your head.
Get checked again if you're concerned, with a different doctor/hospital if possible, better safe than sorry.
>>713461726This seems more comedic than porny.
>>713467553>I he manages*I hope he manages
>All i see so far are trannies, faggots and furry being mad at a based man.
Lmfao whatever he is doing, he is doing it right seethe moar freaks!
>>713466707It's all coming together...
>>713467750>Most people on /v/ and Steam begging the man to get his noggin looked at and expressing concern over his wellbeing because of a very clear manic episode>"LMAOOOOOO SEETHING UR ALL GAYYYYY LMAOOOOOO"I mean. I really hope your buddy's brain doesn't give out even if you clearly don't seem to give a shit about him.
>>713467750Seek help Stroj
>>713467750Stroj, why don't you put on your nametag and show us where on the doll the bad Discord man touched you to drive you to the opposite end of extremist behavior and triple down like a retard
>>713467750Stroj, please seek medical attention, this is serious. You can literally die any day now because of a hemorrhage
>>713467904I can't believe Toby Fox RAPED and BROKE him just to sabotage his game.
>>713462098I don't know crap about the game, I'm just here for the meltdown, but
this does not make a whole lot of sense to me
so guy dies -> alien from the 4th dimension starts skinwalking as guy -> alien goes on an adventure with characters from a novel guy was writing but they were also human at some point (?)
like this sounds really fucking stupid man
>>713468064You should get a more meaningful hobby than collecting (You)s. Like, maybe game development?
Don't burn your project to the ground in a fit of rage though. We all know how that turned out.
>>713461726that's not how you insert a penis
>>713460367 (OP)Meh. I just blocked and reported him. What the faggot wants is attention which he isn’t gonna get from me. Maybe steam mods will give it to him.
>>713468187It's also absolutely nothing close to what he said in the old threads. It's definitely a change.
What if Toby Fox was the man who caused the accident?
Hold up, back the fuck up. What the actual fuck have I missed? Wasn't the third and final part of the game coming out in 2026? And what's all this about Stroj cutting content?
>>713467871>>713467974>>713468003>>713468047>>713468020>Muh goon material is ruined(You) should seek help freaks!
>>713468720It's a long story.
But just know the Ruza you played or heard about basically doesn't exist anymore
>>713465661must have fallen for a trap and gotten raped or something. can't explain it any other way
>>713468720The man released a shitpost as part 3, went on multiple unhinged tangents in the style of a shartynigger and burned everything to the ground.
>>713468720First he said it would release June 30th, then stealth dropped it on the 20th. Either went schizo or has brain damage. Ripped the game apart and put together a trash generic ending.
>>713468720Last part was supposed to come out in November. Then he said June 30th. Then he just shadowdropped it on June 20th. And yes, a lot of content got cut. No more romance, no more choices, no more comedy, only schizo horror with a rewritten story that makes 0 sense. At the end the MC kills all of his friends and then himself. Also the dev shows up and says how this project was a mistake and how he hates his fanbase.
See
>>713462557>>713462098
>>713468810After you, soft spot
>>713466940>Option C makes sense with his hiatus.What happened to traumatic discord experience? Apparently it's full of hentai.
>>713467026Was it a wild guess by him or is Toby just rent free in his head?
>>713460367 (OP)>Actually injures his head and has to stay in the hospital for half a yearHonestly that likely fucked him up. My dad got into a car accident and he unironically changed personalities, and has massive anger issues now. It's really depressing.
I hope he appreciated the Mind Blown and Deep Thoughts I gave him. From one fellow autist to another.
>>71346790410 years he said, it's true. Who finds these posts?
>>713468127How did he rape stroj?
>>713468720Here's chapter 3.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ph6NPszc6JQ
>>713468872Maybe it was really a feud between him and Toby?
>True ruzaAre we doing this or what?!
>>713469630The same way that Andrew Hussie raped Toby, duh.
>>713469765It's not a "feud" if it's one guy's paranoid schizophrenic delusions and the other guy doesn't even know he exists.
Can't believe Toby Fox pulled a gundam and mind crushed this guy into being a schizo.
>>713469468>What happened to traumatic discord experience?Probably still could be applicable, just not for the games own discord. It's not like you can only ever be a part of one server and only one server on discord.
>>713469852>don't know that way either, I talked games on this board, not people. Why and how are devs such bitches? The same with content creators, when you go to their meet ups,... Unbearable scum, really.
>>713469495Why did it need to happen to the wendussy developer?! Meandraco's MIA, Ruzadev's damaged. Monster lovers are IN SHAMBLES.
>>713470002I pray daily for AI to improve enough. It's the only hope.
>>713460367 (OP)Shit, something like that happened to my uncle. He was a really cool guy when I was a young kid, then he crashed his motorcycle, and was in a coma for over a year. When he finally woke up, left the hospital, and came home he was a different person. Completely erratic, huge memory issues, and would alternate between these periods of high energy and starting dozens of projects to low energy, angry, and spending all his time in his room sulking. My dad had to kick him out one day when we were eating dinner and something (no idea what) piqued him and he started screaming and ranting at my dad.
It sucks because I have such fond memories of him when I was a kid as this calm, confident, and collected guy who could do anything, and I don't want to remember this broken man. Head injuries are no joke.
>>713470002Stare long into the abyss and it stares back into you.
>>713468835>>713468857>>713468872>>713469043>>713469069>>713469725Fuck me, what an outright tragedy. Really enjoyed the first two parts of the game. Brain damage truly is terrifying
>>713470002>Mentally ill fetish>Mentally ill developers
>>713470002How to implement monster loving in a non crazy rpg?
>>713467750Stroj, you need immediate medical help.
>>713470496>Brain damage truly is terrifyingAre we making ruza remake or not?
The author of Miner Adventures had a nervous breakdown on Steam that was hilarious too.
God how fucking horrifying and sad this all is.
I hope 4chan gamedevs learn from this and be careful to not get head injuries lest you go insane and destroy your only video game.
Imagine your legacy on 4chan being head trauma followed by intense sanefagging and schizoposting.
It'd only be cool if you were an /x/ poster
>>713466283He literally vanished for months and showed back up to announce he was in an accident and smashed his head, you retard.
>>713470934Clearly we all need to wear helmets 24/7 to protect our thoughts and game ideas. Maybe coat them in tin foil for the extra swag.
>>713470781I mean, you can trivially turn a compiled pck back into a Godot project file.
Is there anyone who's dedicated enough to do a Shanghai.exe here?
>>713470934I already wrote it down in my list of things not to do as a gamedev
>>713471015i've used that excuse before too
>>713468720He suffered a head injury and now he's reverted to 13 year old edgelord with severe anger issues. He released the full game but removed romance, removed choices, ditched the idea for multiple endings and just went with an "it was all in your head and you actually just acked yourself" ending.
People didn't like it so now he's creating sock puppet accounts, posting about how great the game is on /v/ and blatantly samefagging to try to make it look like he's got a lot of support.
I think the only person who's actually praising him is some fag who can best be described as "that guy". You know, that guy who's an ass sniffing yesman who will agree with everything whoever he's dick riding does even if it's just fucking retarded. There's always got to be at least one guy like that whenever some faggot has continuous autistic outbursts
>>713460367 (OP)Please don't reenact the shitty ending in real life.
>>713460887Pre-bonk stroj is back in control, trust the plan real ending november release
>>713465661it is messed up of what transpired and led up to this moment and truly tragic stroj went off the deep end like this
I wished I did to more to show appreciation for ruza, maybe draw more fanart of the characters and stuff like that
I never wished misery upon him nor ever will, but I do wish he does get better and attains the success he sought after
>>713471141>ass sniffing yes-manI'm pretty sure it's more accurate to say it's just shitposter contrarians who like to throw wood on the fire.
>>713461374Stroj got changed, it was all part of gods plan
>>713461502>It was all in le headWhat about the fire orb, miss darkrages people, the fact that miss darkrage is still a violent insane demoness. It is lazy writing unless he plans to actually address it in the sequel
>>713471175Truly the twist of the century
>>713470934>horrifying and sadHe got cured of his furfaggotry, how's that sad?
>>713468810The gooners aren't the ones who need help right now. The gooners are going to goon and they will continue to goon for years to come. You on the other hand are at serious risk of keeling over from some untreated brain damage if you don't see a neurologist immediately.
>>713471691I genuinely hate that you keep conflating furfaggotry and monsterfuckers. They are not the same demographic.
>>713471779>expecting a shitposter to know the difference>expecting a shitposter to not intentionally get it wrong to piss you off even if he doesbased retard
>>713471779>conflating furfaggotry and monsterfuckersStill being disingenuous, eh? But go ahead, feel free to delude yourself further
>>713462006Good that someone sane is on the discord, all the discord trannies are doing is further proving stroj right
>>713470908When did this happen?
>>713470934He has multiple games on itch iirc
>>713471881I've been up 18 hours, I can't detect shitposts properly anymore. Fuck me.
>>713471691You should cure yourself too then!
>>713471021>Shanghai.exeWhat's that? I haven't used godot, but I'm willing. My idea is that I get accustomed with it, try to restore or recreate the first two chapters and see what's next from there. I can't draw for shit though.
>>713470598I choose to believe this is Stroj STILL seething.
>>713461275I'm pretty sure that's the case. He's a developer so if he actually wanted to he could have nuked every post in
https://steamcommunity.com/app/2177620/discussions/0/597404238320029942/?ctp=2
Criticizing him. The only posts that are gone are his and he's gone completely silent. I think it's fair to assume he copped a community ban
>>713472267Shanghai.exe was a Touhou-flavored MMBN clone that got shitcanned by capcom. /jp/ decompiled it and finished the whole thing.
>>713462098>None of it is le real, its all made up
>>713472220>Too afraid to respondTypical furfag, all talk no bite
>>713461517Stroj hit his head when he was raped in a dark alley by a roving pack of Toby Foxes in the sultry summer of '25
Is it worth playing the non-raped version of the game or will I just be left wanting an ending that'll never cum?
>>713464656>Finds a formula that people like>Lets a few gooners get to his head>Destroys it
>>713461284How the fuck does an ass injury affect drawing? Was he putting the pen between his cheeks?
>>713462098That doesn't even make any sense, how the fuck did he killed like 5 people at the same time, in RL you would get gaped by 3 people grabbing you and pummeling you into the pavement, much less 5+ people, why didn't he bother to check to see if he hit a deer in the first place, god this is so retarded. This is capeshit level of "subvertion".
>>713473395playing devils advocate here but I imagine if you break your ass it would be pretty difficult to sit down and draw
>>713473395chronic pain probably
>>713472906See? No retort, merely passive agressive bitching. Monstershit IS furshit, end of discussion. Come back when you learn how to argue properly
>>713473395i would assume that a broken ass would result in you being bedridden for the majority of the recovery period and it's probably pretty hard to draw when you're laying flat on your back trying not to put too much weight on your ass
>>713473395You'd legit have to draw standing up or feel your nerves flair up in pain from sitting for hours on end.
>>713470002>wendussy Which game was that?
>>713473395I assume he couldn't sit comfortably or for long periods of time. Next time you play a video game try doing that while standing up or kneeling, see how long you can last
so is the game completely rewritten or chapter 1 still the same?
>>713473545you gotta work harder for those (you)s bro, this ain't it
>>713473395It was the pain killers you faggot. Dude was probably hooked on some heavy shit and was so dedicated to getting his next fix that all his time and money went to chasing pain killers. That's probably how furfags managed to get him to ditch his work. They probably promised him some of the good shit in exchange for gay diaper furry commissions
>>713473694pretty sure he gutted 80% of the "offending" content throughout
>>713471691He's got brain damage, anon. I don't care for furfaggotry either but you can see from his behavior he's a complete manic state and lashing out at everyone, it's a direct result from getting that head injury.
>>713467026In retrospective the new retarded crapypasta ending is just omori, but more retarded and with more murder.
>>713460367 (OP)Wait did he actually butcher the game?
I was waiting for the last update and hadn't played it for a while
>>713473952Yes, gutted a lot of content and the ending is 20 minutes of liquid shit.
>>713473545No, it can be furfag shit, but not always. Monsters can literally be humans with tentacle arms.
>>713474036Can I play the version before it got fucked or is it gone?
Retarded nonsense.
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>>713472745>in the sultry summer of '25>[guitar]>I no longer have sex dreams>Happened after one bad drive>Sat on the bed while my brain bled>Was the summer of '25>Me and some troons from 'cord>Made a game, dev is pretty hard>Gonna quit, coomers get antsy>Should've known they would go too far>Oh when I look back now>This summer seemed to last forever>What did I even do?>Fuck man I really hate furniggers>Those were wasted years of my life>Hey!
>>713473907>head injuryMore like being high on painkillers. Or in some rare cases, a total 180 shift caused by life and death situation
>>713474036Some anon dumped the old version in a prior thread
>>713473395Maybe he should sit in a way that doesn't make his butt hurts
>>713473952here is the ending MC kills everyone then himself and stroj comes out blames everyone else says that he regrets making the game and this is just a last fuck you
I don't believe the guy's excuse that he hated all of this furfaggotry shit all along and just did it to pander to coomers.
>B-but he said...
Yeah? He developed his game with fetish shit in mind for 10 years for zero dollars? Alright.
It would make more sense if he was on patreon and had to please his paypiggies by pandering to them but that's not the case, his behaviors screams projection. The faggot said it himself that he found religion after his accident, this feels like a massive overcorrection on his part due to his own coomer desires he had.
and this is why you ignore/report whatever garbage dev posts or shills on /v/, they're all weirdo tranny schizos
I hope him and the vampire guy both commit suicide
>>713461726Kino if selfaware
>>713474549imagine how much kinography is lost because some people "find god" and cast away literally everything they enjoy like retards
it's truly sad to think about
>>713474549It's 100% mental illness or brain damage. People can be fake on the internet, but there's no way you can go from a responsive, kind dev who interacts with community into pure /pol/ schizoshit like that in just a year.
the "explanation" he deleted
>one of the most sane /v/ devs is writting a fucking xianxia CYA game, the ultra psycho genre. He has a family too
Weird.
>>713474734i think about that some times. and the guys who were about to release something amazing, and then went schizo or died to a heart attack or crushed by a car or what have you, all that work and potential demolished by poor fate. what a cruel world
>>713474630Yeah, it's just ordinary change where you send everyone you know a "get fucked faggot" email, quit your job, then move innawoods.
>>713474494What a shame
I thought he had something pretty good project going, but I guess mental illness catches up.
>>713473694Everything from the beginning is rewritten. Removed the choices, the "slice of life" anime tropes, Ruza is now some screeching beast without dialouge etc. Shit is beyond fucked.
>>713474734Reminds me of what happened to Minna Sundberg - drew an amazing comic, had plans for a game based on that comics characters and lore, immediately trashed and denounced everything because the pandemic drove her nuts from the isolation and she got groomed into joining a super Calvinist cult that's bad even by Calvinism standards.
>>713474810>"They're afraid to go full horror!">Look inside>It's just goreI've seen more horror watching drone strike videos.
>>713475278>>It's just goreWelcome to the horror genre
I know a friend who had to get rushed to the hospital because apparently he was going for year with barely any sleep.
The last I spoke to him he was way more manicand unhinged when before he was largely apathetic and mellow.
Shit was crazy dude.
Go take care of yourselves anons and go to sleep.
>>713475278The true horror is whatever happened to the dev.
>>713475330Not at all. This is the McDonald's Drivethrough creepypasta tier.
>>713474810>The small group of people that I met that loved the game for the horrorWhat fucking horror? There never was anything even remotely close to horror in the original game. I'm genuinely convinced that the people he claims to have met who appreciated the "horror" are all living inside of his head.
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>>713475149Damn her art's pretty good. What's the name of the comic?
>>713474734It's really sad and I say this as someone who's religious.
I mean, the catboy stuff is kinda suspicious. But there's nothing wrong with the rest. People have been writing and drawing hot women since forever. They did it when the church was an actual country and their rule was law.
I even remember seeing a book once that literally had a forewarning from a priest that went
>Hey so, this book uses pagan deities, but the writer isn't actually saying they're real or anything, it's just for the story.
>>713475149>she got groomed into joining a super Calvinist cult Tale as old as time.
The lead vocalist from a band called X Japan started dating a woman. That woman's purpose was to lure him into her cult. Turns out that woman had already been in a relationship prior to meeting the singer, with the leader of that cult no less, and had been planning to use the singer as a means to generate more wealth and followers.
Some people are just really susceptible to being manipulated and taken advantage of, especially after a traumatic event.
>>713474810>initially I was doing this for money and fameHe was making a free, obscure game for passion and fame? He was posting on /v/ discussing the game with anons for money and fame?
Yeah, no.
>>713469069>>713471141sounds like became real tranny simulator. both in and out of the game
>>713475353what is a healthy amount of sleep though
>>7134757416 to 8 hours a day. I'm going to assume that guy's friend had closer to 3 or less. Sleep deprivation does WEIRD shit to the brain.
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>>713460367 (OP)So he hit his head
Became trans?
>>713470908Oh shit, that's in hue hue.
Why are online spergouts and breakdowns so entertaining /v/? Why do I get so much joy out of seeing people I don't know spiral?
>>713475827No, he became a turbo chud actually. He kinda lucked out.
>>713476010There's nothing fun about losing a real bro anon who actually developed his damn game.
>>713474810unhinged and buttmad schizo
>>713474810Utterly based /v/ on suicide
>>713475527Stand Still Stay Silent. She also had another completed comic, A Redtails Dream
>>713475658Maybe he was initially doing free chapters then charge for the full release... like Deltarune or maybe he was hoping the free release would lead to merch money like Helltaker.
>>713475473They probably started appearing after he hit his head.
It's truly sad to see a brain damaged individual degenerate.
>>713477315Having merch would just mean it going semi mainstream, which would mean that xwatter furfags would invade the fandom. Doesn't help how there is literally a femboy cat.
That's a shame, I enjoyed the first two chapters.
>>713477315Anon, his game wasn't even popular until some YouTuber picked it up by sheer luck. He only put it on steam after the 2nd chapter.
Go look at the thread in
>>713465742 and tell me that's a dude who was "pandering for fame and money"
It's really scary to think that a head injury can fuck up your personality this hard.
It's literally like his real self died and he will never be able to change back. He is a slave to his damaged brain now and this could happen to all of us... holy fuck.
>>713474810Did he think there was anything resembling horror in the game?
There's like one optional jumpscare, some blood, and dark rooms.
>>713477872That's why you take care to avoid stupid accidents, and wear a helmet when necessary, your brain is a pretty major part of your body but also very fragile, your skull is there to protect it but it can't work miracles.
>>713477872If I had a traumatic injury and basically lost all my passions, personality, and previous desires, I'd probably just rope.
Seeing as Ruza now ends the same way, Stroj might not be far behind.
>>713477861Alright and just read through that thread...
He really seemed like a good dude. I have no idea if a doctor can help him anymore, but I hope it does. DAMN... that's just depressing man.
>>713461275I did report him on the Steam forums yesterday or the day before lol.
Only even did that because I left a bad review with just one word and he replied within 30 seconds to it with the same copy pasted "Cry about it" he gave to every bad review cuz I thought it'd be funny.
didn't someone decompile the godot project or something last thread? how's that going
>>713478751he mentions early 2000s and newgrounds so he was definitely an oldfag
>>713476158No one on 4chan is your bro, every single person on this site giggles at the possibility of kicking you while your down.
>>713462517It's a concerning that one of the two friends listed there is the sycophant making unhinged rage posts in the community tab. If that's the company he's keeping in favor of the 'degenerates' it's not wonder he's gone mental. I've seen some shy people get totally mindfucked by random megalomaniacs online just for the sense of control they get from doing it. Typical love bombing shit you'll see in cults since shy people are so vulnerable to any kind of praise.
It's the same types that always made those R9K threads about teaching people suicide techniques and encouraging anons to kill themselves. Who knows what's going on there but with all his, 'I've got 10 people who really care about my horror' stuff I can't help but fear he's being manipulated into this meltdown just for the fun of it. I'm just saying, if there's someone actively encouraging him to scream, NIGGER FAGGOT NIGGER FAGGOT, I'm not sure you can really consider them a positive influence.
>>713462339The funny thing is in the initial Ruza thread people WERE giving him the benefit of the doubt and trying to talk to him eye to eye but he was already giving them the middle finger.
The weird thing is while he was calling everyone a nigger and degenerate furries on 4chan at the same time on Steam he was acting civilized and nice.
It's when his 4chan posts got leaked that he also started acting unhinged over there.
There was never an option to help him unless you broke into his house and kidnapped him to force him to go to a hospital.
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>>713477872Technically your brain restructures itself every time you sleep, but the changes are so minor there's no major shifts in your overall personality. But imagine suffering major trauma, to the point your brain gets completely scrambled and has to put itself together without yesterday's blueprint. Neural links get all jumbled up, likes and dislikes get rearranged at random, and everything you liked is suddenly shit and you genuinely believe it was all a sign from God.
And you're completely unable to do rational introspection, because you are still you, and the only conclusion you can comprehend is everything you thought before was wrong, and THIS is the REAL you.
>>713479014>this site giggles at the possibility of kicking you while your downThinking this is thing is how we got sharty.
>>713479183This is why I write self-reflection reports to myself every six months.
Hell, even anesthesia can fuck you up somewhat.
>>713462339>Any chance of him getting help has been thoroughly destroyed by the faggots in his circle encouraging all this AND the faggots on here just mocking him at every turn.It was over long before people started mocking him, he was not going to look for help, he's hellbent on thinking he's right and "owning" his fans, including people trying to tell something isn't right with him, nothing can be done for him, he's the only one capable of realizing he have an issue.
/v/ didn't started mocking him until AFTER this happened, and even then, people were still trying to help him and he just had a meltdown.
>>713479389I used to keep a diary. I was a real whiny faggot back then, I'm glad I've changed for the better. People do change over time without realizing it, but Ruzanon going from eager and humble to sharty-tier rageposting in the span of 6 months is certainly cause for alarm
>>713479014Just depends on who's lurking and who's posting and on what board. A few years ago a chink aerated his skull with a shotgun. Someone posted the livestream of him doing it on /pol/ of all places and instead of garnering your typical
>LOL DED BUGresponses across the thread, majority of the anons were empathetic when it came to light that he was a fellow anon.
>>713465742Oh shit! I remember that thread! To think Stroj would bless me with Ada's bare legs that day... It saddens me how he is now. I really hope he manages to pick himself up somehow.
>>713479014it's no wonder this website is so shit when 99% of newfags have this retarded sharty/kiwifarms mentality
>>713478457true... good that I am mostly a shut-in, but i will still stay cautious.
>>713478616I definitely agree, you would technically be already dead since your personality pretty much died in that case.
>>713479183That's so fucked up man... I just hope that no one here has to ever life through something like this, stay careful anons.
>>713460367 (OP)hom much the chance the went into a troon or ghetto discord and got mindwrapped?
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>>713479934We truly live in a society.
>>713478830I don't think anything will be done right away, people need to read the code and figure how it works before they can do anything
and if they want to add any new assets, they need to try to match the art style so it doesn't become jarring
>>713462006Shaggy avatar users are somehow always the voice of reason in my experience
>>713479753People forget that this is a hobby site, you get all sort of people, and in general, beside some edgy faggots/sharty, people don't particularly care about someone offing themselves, unless they hate them. You often even see anons genuinely trying to help.
Copying this from the last thread because I still find it funny. It's some regular guy's reaction to the ending. He's in utter disbelief at how it ended.
https://www.twitch.tv/videos/2492320680?t=08h58m26s
>>713461517I'm gonna be accused of being Stroj, but listen to me carefully, lad.
This constant "Raped by Toby fox" is one, possibly more but more likely just one, deranged deltarune fanboy, The Legend specifically, who heard Stroj mention hating the most current thing he could think of, that being Deltarune which has been shitting up /v/ for weeks now, and now this one faggot can't stop constantly yelling about how his idol, that being Toby, raped Stroj. The reason I think it's the same fag is because he constantly uses rape because it's a projection of his own fears.
>inb4 samefa-Two wrongs don't make a right. Just because Stroj is being a dumbarse doesn't mean I'm gonna pretend like some deltatroon player isn't being as much of a dumbarse as he is.
>>713462339This. You can't voice concern for the guy because you will get FLOCKED by narcissistic retards wanting to give their reviews of the game and chastise him. I had a conversation with a user who told me he literally had no idea Stroj suffered head trauma when he barged into steam forums to talk shit on him, despite the fact that he talked shit in my fucking thread that was done for the sole purpose of asking Stroj to see a doctor about potential comlications with his injury. Then my thread got deleted. You can't fucking win with these cunts.
>>713480546>that being Deltarune which has been shitting up /v/ for weeks nowAnon, you might have had a point ten years ago, but in modern /v/ they absolutely aren't. Are you gonna tell me you prefer a thousand extra bait culture war console war nonsense threads?
Like it or not it's still actual game discussion.
>>713462495There were at most a handful of people telling him that, and those honest pleas were then accompanied by dozens of "HAHAHAHA BRAIN DAMAGED RETARD" and "WEAR YOU FUCKING HELMET (in reference to a car crash victim)" comments. And at that point he probably thought those earnest posts were in on the pile-up.
>>713461726hey what the fuck, this is great
>>713463191>Literally shows off the bits of Steam UI that can only be seen by the developer of the game in his samefag postI actually unironically completely seriously without a hint of a jest think he's doing a bit with this one.
>>713480789>Are you gonna tell me you prefer a thousand extra bait culture war console war nonsense threads?He probably does. That's all "real /v/ culture" is to these people.
>>713480789>Are you gonna tell me you prefer a thousand extra bait culture war console war nonsense threads?He most likely does, or even worse Twitter threads
>>713480228>He's in utter disbelief at how it ended.You can hear it even in his voice. Poor guy, imagine loving the game, waiting years for it to be finished and the dev just spits in your face.
>>713478751Doctors pretty much jsut throw their hands up when it comes to anything to do with the brain. Maybe if he got checked sooner, but as is he's pretty fucked.
>>713465661This is what I tried to tell him on steam, it's understandable to hate low IQ degenerates, but the way he was acting was just suspiciously erratic, it was like something really bad happened to him that requires outside assistance. Not because he hates them, but because of the way in which he hates them.
And he'll never listen because to him it's just more mockery and hatred, no matter how many times we say we're genuinely worried.
>>713480228>It would've been better to call it quits and leave it as it was than throw out some dogshit like thisMan that sucks. To think all of this happened completely out of anyone's control because some guy got injured and that fucked with his head.
>>713480789>Like it or not it's still actual game discussion.Game discussion or not, I just don't think the game is good. And truth be told I actually don't mind Deltarune players keeping a thread going provided they don't spam several of them at a time making me scroll through the Catalog. I'm a Coffinfag, plenty of /v/ posters can't stomach that game, but we did all we could to keep to a single thread until tranny jannies started meddling with it and splintering us.
>Are you gonna tell me you prefer a thousand extra bait culture war console war nonsense threads?What'd I say? Two wrongs... Go on, finish the sentence.
>>713481863Well yeah, it was mostly kept to one thread after the initial release surge until janitors started deleting them like cutting off a hydra's head.
>>713479014So does everyone IRL, including your very own parents if you dig deep enough. Stroj was a pleasant lad to talk to, at least.
God, this is just pathetic and sad. Even pretending the guy is completely in his right mind, the final result is just incomprehensibly shitty. It's not even a horror game. It's a juvenile gore game. You'd unironically get more scared in fucking bendy's amazing flexible asshole 7.5 redux. Guy has to be off his fucking rocker, literally and truly.
>>713481863>but we did all we could to keep to a single thread until tranny jannies started meddling with it and splintering usAs a pseudo deltarune fag, that was exactly what happened here.
>>713475473There was a nice bit of horror, Everything from the spooky dimension was horror-adjacent, so were most of the things related to the bloodrose. It was there. Let's not be disingenuous. Let's not muddy the waters.
>>713481863>but we did all we could to keep to a single thread until tranny jannies started meddling with it and splintering us.That's exactly what happened to DR. People only made one thread, than jannies got butthurt so the posters go butthurt right back at them.
>>713475353Depending on what kind of unhinged manchild we're talking about, he might have just become more energetic and carefree. I don't know the context of his behavior, so I'm not gonna say that's for sure the case, but I went through a small metamorphosis after depression treatment where I went from a super serious melancholic autist (people constantly assumed I was German because of how formal and automaton-like I was) to a foul-mouthed loud deranged goober just because I think that behavior is funny to the point where I don't even mind making my social life one giant joke at the expense of nobody but myself.
>>713468810Some of us just want you to be well and happy. We don't want you to end up stewing in your own misery until you become vegetative. We just want to be sure nothing's threatening you.
>>713481926>>713482061>>713482154You too, then, huh? I see. Alright then, I take it back. There was a credible reason for your behavior that was largely outside of your control. Thus your response seems fair in that context. My bad.
But more on the topic, he probably didn't know that when browsing, and the game itself as well as its playerbase truly aren't very good, despite being very popular, so surely you ought to see why he'd make a mention like that. It's the current thing. It's like BG3 a few years ago, it didn't live rent free, it forced itself into every corner (got so bad for me at one point that I had to outright make an ultimatum to one of my normalfag 'friends' to never ever talk about BG3 with me ever again).
>>713482048The dude devolved back to a teenager, several times he clearly displayed the mindset of a 13 year old kid.
Interestingly enough, despite everything, I still love the OST, even in the third chapter. I'm wondering where I can fight the Ichor fight track, it's kinda neat.
That sequence when the red cell travels through a blood vessel towards some kind of electric flesh growth... Is that a brain neuron? Is that symbolysm? Is he telling us that Ruza left his conciousness after the injury?
Whole end sequence seems like a suicide note of some kind. I really hope he's doing fine.
>>713484023Chapter 3 really comes across as a cry for help.
>>713484153Well how the fuck do we help? He's not listening to anything. I can't just learn to dox him, use my neetbux to fly into Balcans, kick down his door, hope I don't get shot for house invasion, and give him a hug. I'm in a no fly country, all I can do is words and he's lashing out at them all.
That Chapter 3 says it has to delete your save when you boot it up is a funny red flag in hindsight.
Is he actually upset it didn't get popular? Does he really not know that popularity is purely a lottery? You can do everything right and still lose.
>>713480225Real anons are very kind
They've just been burned by normalfags and become bitter but their hearts are still pure
>>713484314>Well how the fuck do we help? We can't. We can only hope he somehow recovers.
>>713486378Well, weirder things have happened. I guess we can only hope and cope.
>>713480228If I'd created something and saw this I'd probably kill myself. Maybe it's a good thing he's too brain damaged to realize
>>713486630Doctor house...
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I'd have skipped this gay shit from this picture alone on the store page. However if the dev has the nuts to call people degenerates, and Nigerian nationals I'll give his game a go.
If it has woke shit I'll be sorely disappointed, and leaving multiple negative reviews.
>>713487364the current steam version is neutered, dev removed a ton of content and added a fuck you non-ending
>>713487550You're talking to someone who's playing a game purely on the basis that the dev called his fanbase niggers. I don't think there's much room in there for your well wishes and warnings
>>713487631I'm glad Stroj found his audience. Sharty has its first dev
>>713473395Any injury to the neck, back, and/or hips will absolutely fuck you with pain like you cannot believe until it happens to you.
>>713486954The current him is telling himself that he's extremely amused by how upset that guy was. The real him would see that what he's made - made people feel things. Fulfilling things. Things that matter. Things that aren't disappointment. Or lust. Things like warmth and amusement. I can only hope he can one day feel the things he made others feel. The kind of things that make life seem worth living when you feel them.
>>713488305>that feel when you feel feelings that others feel and you all feel one big feelunironically
>>713480228I just watched this dude play the Last Rose version of the game and it actually looked real nice. Now I wanna try that as well.
Is that anon who had links to both old Ruza and Last Rose still around?
>>713488397Surely you understand the point I was trying to make. Dude brought happiness. Cozyness. Fun. Things that were good for the soul. I just hope he gets reminded of all the good he's done and gets to live a life where he'll get some of that good back, instead of losing his faculties until there's nothing left of him, surrounded by 2.5 enablers, a crowd of feral onlookers hungry for blood, and maybe 5-10 people who'll plead with him to take a step towards recovery until the bitter end.
>>713461632>>713487275Luckily this guy is just a regular gooner that's into alien chicks with big tits. Almost refreshingly reserved in today's modern internet age.
>>713461632remedy managed to survive contact with SCP by ripping it off instead of adapting it
Man am I glad I'm the same person I was ten years ago.
I know it because sometimes I go through archives and shit and notice a post that makes me go
>Wow that's really well put
And then remember that I posted it, it's my post.
>>713488748I understood perfectly. I wasn't being facetious. Read the greentext again without humor in mind.
>>713481108holy fuck I didn't even notice that in the thread and thought it was someone just shitposting as him to puff up drama, that's actually fucking mental.
>>713461172Dude, click your username in the top right, click store preferences. Scroll down to chat filtering and write .* into the never filter these words sections. Profanity filters be damned.
>>713489049Ye, you said unironically so I understood you weren't making fun of me, I was just slightly worried there might have been a slight misunderstanding towards the core message.
My bad, lad. I'm a little unstable right now.
>>713479014Bullshit, there will always be trolls and shitposters, but anons have shown solidarity many times.
>>713489081Word filters and lack thereof onlly apply to personal messages. Outside of those, everything that gets written on the public platforms within Steam is always covered by the most aggressive profanity filter. I wrote to support about this and that's what they told me.
>>713489308.* removes it everywhere
>>713489021I was 17 a decade ago and I'm rather embarassed of many things I've said up until I was like 22.
>>713489361I'm not, why would I be? Makes no sense.
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>>713489308example, snapped of some anon in the /v/ steam group
>>713489661>/v/ steam groupHahahahahahahaha
Oh my god
Hahahahahaha
>>713475741minimum 6 maximum 9. Ideally you're landing between 7h30 and 9h and waking up naturally by yourself
>>713489786It also depends on the person, some people handle 6, while others genuinely need 9 all the time. I'm the latter.
>>713489526I'm saving that image.
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>>713460367 (OP)Reminder that he's never fixing the game, he's never getting better, but his game isn't encrypted at all, and there are old releases floating around out there.
>>713489749What? I'm pretty sure the party van also has a group. We used to play vidya you know
>>713490038I'd be interested to see someone else write a proper ending for it, but doubt it's popular enough. Poor man, lost in his own retard brain. Even if he never returns to games, hopefully he finds peace.
>>713489569For me it's because I did become a different person. A lot less embarassed of the things I like, a lot less eager to prioritize conformity over my own interests, a lot less eager to mimick my surroundings, favoring being my own person a lot more. The old me was the skinwalker piloting my husk, not the other way around.
>>713489348>>713489661Peculiar. My bad, let me try.
>>713490079>TF2 with the /v/bros.mp4>Kids spouting may maysClassic
>>713490038While I do hope for the chance, however miniscule, that he gets better, I do believe someone should try to secure the old versions.
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>>713489661>it worksMy hero...
>>713490038There's no way this is getting any kind of snooty game type of revival, the gameplay before his meltdown was a huge mess and attempting to finish the writing on all of his initial pre-meltdown twists and endings is basically a shot in the dark.
>>713490197a better time...
>>713490356A. Use the assets for a Visual novel
B. Snoot game is basically a fanfic using surface level shit from the actual game, not like they should had used the actual stuff (the OG game sucks balls).
>>713489975>>713489786Yep. The rule of thumb if I remember right is you don't want to interrupt an REM cycle, and they take about an hour and a half. So even if you just need a power nap you want to aim for like an hour and a half or three hours. There used to be a site where you'd just input like "I have to wake up at this hour" and it'd give you the ideal times to fall asleep to, though IIRC it's now a premium ad shit piece
Regardless it means you want to aim generally for 6h, 7h30, or 9h, but also ideally allow yourself to wake up naturally, which means your body might make it 7h or 8h or something not that strict in general. Waking up naturally is ideal because you're not interrupting REM- the body's just getting the sleep it needs and then being done.
Oversleeping, ironically tends to make you tired and sleepier. If you sleep 11h, 15h, etc (unless you were really tired and your body really needed it), you're going to feel close to as if you'd just slept 3h or so
Lads, anyone got a link to download Last Rose?
>>713460753>A-logging this hard over a free game that doesn't even have a donate option"The Legend" is acting just as embarrassing as Stroj.
>>713490781>doesn't even have a donate optionBecause it's here https://stroj.dev/
>Stroj (76561199363896053)
>Community Banned: True
Great, another uppity smug braindamaged literally for once retard that's going to probably schizo up this fucking board for a decade because his bad horror game flopped and this is the only place he in his fucked up mind can point the finger at as a reason for 10 years of his life flopped.
>>713465742Oh man, the contrast is just sad to see.
>>713461172i will now buy your game
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>>713490971I knew it was too good to assume he'd gained an ounce of self awareness. Not surprised.
>>713490946I may be schizo, but didn't Stroj use to not have any donation options whatsoever? Didn't he specifically make it a point that he has no desire to accept donations or commercialize his work in any way and just does it all for the sake of itself?
>>713490971You're a mean and unpleasant person.
>>713460367 (OP)This is actually just sad. It's always sad to see yet another anon lose himself to the schizo darkness. Will this be all of our fate one day? Are we all destined to become nintendo butthole, cp Pauline, and naked Temmie Chang posters one day?
>>713491227No clue I'm a tourist enjoying dev skitzo babble, site took no time to find
>>713491302The solution is to not have strong feelings, even if you go insane it's alright if you don't act on it.
>>713491272You're correct and I'm not going to pretend otherwise, lest I end up like a sociopathic hack like the developer of this game that was "just nice for the fame".
>>713491876Nah, it's legit brain issues. Nobody can pretend to be that nice while being that much of a schizo.
>>713491579The site used to be different.
>>713491876>>713491975It's possible, can tell from experience, but I'm still convinced it's not his fault. As someone who has similarly flown off the hinge before, while he might lose his attitude, the main problem is he also lost his cognitive faculties. Constantly repeating the same things, constantly babbling barely coherent nonsense, going on random tangents through every sentence... This is not a man who's well.
>>713491227He started to ask for donations around mid 2024, iirc.
>>713489081>>713489308holy shit it worked! been on steam for over a decade and I didn't know you could disable the filters
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Apparently his dick riding butt buddy got banned
>>713494354>butt buddyPretty obviously his alt account I would see. The tranime poster didn't get banned.
Don't know what the dev was expecting though, did he think Steam would be ok with him posting like he's on 4chan just because it's his own steam discussions thread?
>>713494354>slavic local /v/tard>met him AFTER his head injuryso he met a literal /v/irgin IRL and decided to flip his entire personality and game concept around shortly after this? can one consider this grooming?
>>713494565nah it's a real account, I don't know him directly but he's mutual friends with a dude I added on /v/ to talk about stalker with
>>713492320>Mid 2024>April 2024 was when he shared the devlog about the head injury
>>713494565did the other guy he had added as a friend also got banned?
>>713462517
Never played the game but damn just reading this thread was entertaining enough. Sucks for you guys, its kinda an horror story where the dev went schizo and decided to shit all over his game because life decided to turn his brain into mush
>>713495352His only other friend doesn't appear in the steam discussions, maybe the tranime profile picture is him, and the known alias list being spammed with weird variations on the name is to hide it. Who knows who cares
>>713490971So his posts weren't removed in a moment of clarity, they were probably removed by a community mod. I wonder if that discord guy actually made contact with Stroj or if he was just writing fanfiction.
>>713495352The Some Imbecile guy looks like he has no bans on his account right now.
>stroj like stroke
>Ruza like rouse
This is some finnegans wake shit.
>>713472310Maybe he started screeching nigger on the steam forums too.
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too lazy to read the whole thread: are there any updates from yesterday? has he gone full schizo mode?
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>>713490354>>713493130you are welcome bros
>>713496185Stroj got banned from steam communities posting all kinds of niggers. I don't think there's anything else to add, and this is probably the end of the saga.
>>713496185Stroj got community banned so he's gone radio silent. His buddy who was white knighting him hard got banned from the subforum (although a quick check of SteamID shows he's not community banned). I'm not sure if Valve mods ban people from game subforums or if they just stick to handling global community bans and leave that to the developers and their moderators but if not, maybe Stroj had a falling out with the guy. If that's the case then with luck maybe Stroj is smartening up and realized dudes like him are bad for him and will lead him down a path of self destruction
>>713497352steams actual moderators are usually not indians so they have some restraint. Stroj is probably community banned for good and his orbiter just got banned from the game discussion forum.
>>713474810I've been gaming since 1995 and deltarunes snowgrave route still feels far more spookier than every single horror game i've played. Having a cutesey good girl character who you corrupt and mindfuck basically, through simple commands like a dog, really gets the ball rolling like nothing else. If there's anything like it i'd love to play it.
>Dreamsettler got canceled
>Hytale got canceled
>Ruza got butchered
God damn this has been a dark month for vidya. Tell me there's at least something to look forward to next month
>>713497352They ban from subforums. Sorse - got banned off a subforum despite knowing for sure the dev wouldn't have done that.
>>713498231Does this count? https://store.steampowered.com/app/2937090/Hunters_Inc/
I liked it when I played it during the next fest.
>>713498231Apparently this is also getting released in July https://store.steampowered.com/app/3646460/Devil_Spire_Falls/
This is also from one of our fellow /v/ermin, but to my knowledge he suffered no life-altering injuries as of yet and was fairly coherent during the next fest.
>>713481971Anon thinks every one in this planet will attack you on sight if they feel your down - even/especially one's own parents.
>>713498853In this poster's
>>713479014 world - yes.
One last try as I go to sleep - does anyone have a download link for the alt Ruza version, "Last Rose"?
>>713498973someone had shared it in a thread yesterday
>>713498973Someone shared it in a thread, but you can also use DepotDownloader or similar tools to fetch an old version off Steam
>>713498973You can down patch it yourself, friendly guide from the game and also self destructed
https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=3294183396
>>713498973https://litter.catbox.moe/tu8n6kfiv1c0cxlr.zip
>>713468720>foreshadowing
>>713460367 (OP)Man, I don't have any investment in this, never heard of Ruza before, or the dev, but this change in attitude is 1:1 how my friend changed. He was a bright, kind guy who was always there to lend a hand, got smacked in the head in a prank gone wrong, nothing serious, mild concussion is what doctors said, but it was like a switch flipped. Became paranoid, introverted, reclusive, started hoarding random shit, went full junkie, last contact with him he pulled a knife on me and said the government sent me to steal his mind. Died a couple years later.
>Walmart jrpg
>horrorslop
>Waifuggotry
>knockoff chibi artstyle
i just found this existed today, and by only seeing It.
i confidently say that this gane is going to have such a shitty.
hey assburger dev, i know you're here. why did waste 10 years of your life making a shitty rpgslop in goydot instead of making It in a comic?
you deleted like 80% of choices so why did you even bother
>>713502423Get out sharty fag.
>>713501779Sucks to hear, anon.
>steam jannies swept up his funny incoherent screeching meltdowns
I kinda hope that jewtubers don't start covering all this
I feel bad, if it were me I'd fucking hate to have random gossiping ecelebs telling everyone that I lost my mind to head trauma. You wanna talk about kicking a guy when he's down, that'd be it
>>713504560This is a furry monstergirl game made a 4channer who suffered from brain damage. And rebooted+derailed his 5 year old long work for crepypasta shit
>>713460367 (OP)I skimmed the picture and i take it someone called stroj is mad at his audience but why is this thread worthy idgi? Please redo the image because outsider cannot make out what it is about.
>>713504560The only way ecelebs start gossiping about it is if they're from here.
Game doesn't have a large enough footprint for people to learn of it, and many of those who do know aren't even aware of the details like the brain injury.
>>713502423your grammar is so bad that i hope to god you're legally not allowed to work in any english speaking country ever even if you get better
>>713474810Sounds based desu no but I get why /v/ pseudo furry troons would be upset the dev wants to make a horror game instead of pandering to retards that want to fuck cartoon anthro monsters.
>>713504560give mutahar a few weeks, unless he fled from the jeet memes
>>713470908holy shit mineirinho
kkkkkkkkkkkkkk
>>713506551he was fine pandering to said retards for 10 years, for what seems like practically no monetary gain and 0 exposure
but suddenly he hits his head and doesn't wanna coom anymore, then turns his game into sonic.exe? yeah sure buddy, nothing's wrong here, sounds like a perfectly sane individual
>>713465160>found the old comment i left in the threadgod damn this shit hurts
https://files.catbox.moe/1dom8e.zip
reposting it here in case anyone wants to check it out or archive it
sex with gin
>>713474630https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZU-xNHDrgeY
this is the third day in a row when i see these threads
the dev mustve triggered you real good if youre seething about it still and making threads
>>713478752Oh lol I woke up today and saw this notification.
Guess his ass got community banned because I and probably a few others reported him.
>The real horror of this game is watching the dev's descent into madness following a traumatic event, revealing just how fragile our minds really are
Very meta.
>>713460609Is that the first boss from Off?
>>713462557Isnt that the crocked man?
>>713466662Yeah she is unironically good might let my drawfag friend know about her
>>713509906Nah, it doesn't really look like Dedan.
>>713509807Even more horrific than just descending into madness, becoming a version of yourself which reviles and destroys your previous self's art
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>>713478752>>713509097Same here. I didn't think they'd actually take action.
>>713509807>>713511050>a game where you build a base and then you're also the one that destroys it, no AIs involved, just your own self destruction
>>713494354and apparently his friend was some religious nutjob that might have also pushed Stroj into it as well
It's been a fun (and a sad) ride lads
Wear helmets and stay safe so you don't end up like Stroj. But if you don't, well we'll meet up in one of these threads again to laugh at (you)r meltdown then
Why does it feel like everything /agdg/ or /v/ developer related is psychotic schizophrenia nowadays.
>>713465661It's just brain damage, there is simply no other explanation, like you said there's no evidence of meeting someone so vile that it made him decide to do a 180 on his project.
>>713512564>discord poster>4chan poster>niche ecchi vidya dev>orthodox christian>serbian>brain damageThat he didn't go insane sooner is the real shocker.
>>713508521>being this much of a newfagThe dev's a /v/irgin and he's been working on this game for a decade now, frequently posting updates and shit here. Nobody's triggered, it's just sad to see the dude's mental health rapidly decline after he suffered severe head trauma and rather than seeking help, he's surrounding himself with enablers who are insisting that he shouldn't listen to anyone telling him to go see a god damn neurologist and get some scans done and that everything he's doing is perfectly fine. Dude's not himself, he threw away 10 years of work on a game he was extremely passionate about because he's not all there right now, and at this rate they're going to find him dead on the floor from an aneurysm or neuronal necrosis or some shit. Just kind of sucks to see a fellow /v/irgin go like that.
>>713505509Because he showed up on /v/ several times, and every single time it's to have a meltdown of autistic proportion.
>>713479753>majority of the anons were empatheticReally? Do you remember some interesting posts?
>>713466890nobody likes you
>>713480546Does feel like one deranged individual.
>>713512947but he sounds based af?
>>713238283
>>713513452If you consider autistic screeching, acting like an angry teenager and samefagging to pat yourself in the back as based, sure.
>>713513581hmm im gonna admit i've only read the post that i linked
>>713512705>there's no evidence of meeting someone so vile that it made him decide to do a 180 on his project.I got a feeling it's more complicated than that. I don't think it's a matter of him meeting degenerates, I think it's a matter of him being in a really fucked up state of mind and dudes like that Armistari taking advantage of that and manipulating him, either to stir up drama, because they want more people as fucked in the head as they are, or some other shit. Just look at the Armistari dude's "In Storj we trust". At first glance it looks like he's just white knighting Storj but it's all under the guise of calling a bunch of dudes who tried to talk to Storj and get him to get a second opinion on his head injury degenerates and shit. Mother fucker's like Wormtongue whispering in Theodon's ear.
https://arch.b4k.dev/v/thread/693473263/#693475186
This is probably just someone shitposting but...
>>713513670This is true, but still, the catalyst of all this is the brain damage.
That's crazy... I did some art for him and hadn't heard from him in a long while. He was always nice, cordial and supportive and had ideas to make the game more... fanservicey? But to see the 180 is insane.
>>713461726This is great. wtf
am I in a kiwi thread?
>>713461726Hilarious and kino. I just don't get why he is jerking off into the sink if it seems like he isn't interested in fucking everyone, and be fucked as well
>>713514630Pretty sure he's trying to wash his dick instead.
>>713466890>generally doesn't happen from blood pressure meds.They literally dissolve your brains gray matter over time as a side effect.
>>713514729Oh that makes sense
>>713507692Gin=femboy
femboy=friend
Gin is to be hugged, not fucked
>>713509807Is Ruza the first true postmodern game?!?!?!?!
>>713475379true
the true horror is that at anytime you could hit your head or hurt your body and it slowly changes your personality into somebody else
Post some old Ruza memes (before things went to shit)
>>713499043>>713499087>>713499191>>713499227Thanks to all of you, especially the spoonfeeder anon.
>>713512956I recall a few but I wouldn't describe them as interesting. Many expressed condolences while being glib at the same time; an example would be one guy jokingly saying that this was proof that all leafposters were chinks. Others were more mortified for his family, because you could hear them in the background pounding on his door asking what that sound (shotgun going off) was and if he was okay. A handful theorized this was fake and for attention. (you couldn't see his head catching the round, but you could hear it)
Had flags of all countries posting.
The dead guy also apparently had a twatter following.
I simply cannot understand this mentality
>do a thing
>people like the thing
>you dislike the people liking the thing so you dismantle it and sit in the dirt pile you dug up with your own hands, alone
>>713516135Brain damage is scary stuff.
>>713511587>Get into a horrible life-altering accident>Get surrounded by predatory parasites and deranged cultists, like sharks circling a drowning man>Get your sanity torn asunder by these real life cryptids as you get worse>None of the people who care about you or your wellbeing have access to you, nobody can come to your aidHow could this happen to such a good lad?
>>713484314>I'm in a no fly countryThird world or what? Even central Africa has civil aircrafts.
>>713512956https://www.youtube.com/@HerobrineHunt3r/community
https://x.com/depriv3d_sucks
this was the guy
>>713499227Based anon helps selflessly out. Are you an archivist or did you play the game or intend to?
>>713513761>A lot of anons aren't going to like what he's planning, I envy them
>>713507692Iirc stroj said there's a lore reason there are moon tattoos on his head.
>>713513761>>713516582he told us the truth but we didn't listen
>>713509097>>The real horror of this game is watching the dev's descent into madness following a traumatic event, revealing just how fragile our minds really are>Very meta.Janny snitch
>>713461706>Stroj mentioned how Undertale and their fans make him want to vomitHe's clearly gone off his rocker, but I don't see the problem here. That's a very sane and normal reaction.
>>713515638Now I wish I had more of them saved.
>>713494354of course, it was the slimes
>>713516317Ukraine. It's definitely no-fly for me because the moment one of those cunts who go around abducting young men off the streets sees me outside - it's the frontline for me.
>>713513452Fucking the guys that elevate you is at least as disgusting as some filthy fetish.
>>713516913Shit man, that sucks. I hope you can stay safe.
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>>713516710>When the real (you) manages to wressle the control from the skinwalker for a fleeting moment
>>713474167saving this kek
heard this song enough to hear it perfectly while i was reading
>>713517006Aye, I live with me parents and have a pretty sweet WFH job that allows me to pull my weight and much more when it comes to the family budget while the two of them handle groceries and everything else that needs going outside. I'm exceptionally lucky, all things considered.
>>713494354>>713511587>got convinced into enshittening his game by a slav /v/irgin christian-muslim-nazi larper black souls fan that played the game with the H scenes disabledfucking comedy gold, out from the hospital straight onto a landmine of a person like some sort of cartoon
>>713517487kinda sad tbqh
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>>713511587>>713516258The western mind can no comprehend Balkan mysticism
Gentlemen, as this chapter comes to an end, it's time to ask
What did we learn from this?
>>713518434that i still hate niggers
oh and protect your noggin
>>713518434Head Injuries are scary, painkillers can fuck you up, and random schizos will manipulate vulnerable people into ruining their life projects for no reason other than "lol"
>>713518434>What did we learn from this?Wear a helmet and do your best to minimize the chances of an accident in the first place.
>>713518434There is no loving god.
>>713517856it's sad and horrifying but at the same time funny as shit because he basically just committed the game developer version of transexuality
>get groomed on discord by a mentally ill person in a vulnerable state>butcher a part of your game because someone convinced you that you're actually a real horror game developer and not just someone who enjoys a nice palate of spooky and smutty>lash out at anyone who doesn't agree that your mentally ill change was a good one>>713518434never become a construction worker in the balkans, apparently they don't have hard hats
>>713518434Dont push yourself too hard, remember that the body is a very delicate thing, and fuck religion xd
did anyone tell /vrpg/ yet
>>713518434Tard helmets are named as such because you'd have to be a tard not to wear one. The helmet stays on, always.
F1 drivers were right all along, installing a halo on my car now
>>713519613>i owned my fans by turning around at the finish line as i was about to win>the 10 people who wanted me to turn around are all i need
>>713519729>the 10 people were actually his opponents