Thread 33635846

>sleep 4 hours, bad sleep too
>work all day
>carry cement to finish our house
>wife bitches at me for [reason]
>whatever, eat
>want to at least relax and have sex
>notinthemood.jpeg
>sucks, but at this point I'm too tired to even argue, not in the mood either
>bitch about it on 4chan
Thanks for reading my blog but life seems to fucking pointless. I try to find reasons to keep on going beyond the apparent (beyond eat, shit, fuck and sleep). Things like arts, creativity and meditation. But I'll be damned if the apparent life doesn't get in the way.
It's always something with women. If not sex, it's cleaning. If not cleaning, they ain't gonna cook for no man. If not that, it's they're some sort of adict. If not that, they're spenders. If not that, they're obsessed with vacations and trips. It's always always something.
I try to find a reason behind this, I know God gave man and woman enmity between them, it's in the Bible. But why, what's the purpose? To strengthen men? Should I just divorce then, take matters into my own hands? Then again
>wanting it to be easy
I know that the best, easiest, most logical thing I can do is redpill mgtow divorce sigma grind, I've been on the internet for 3 decades now, I know all about any pill you can imagine. I am healthy and pretty smart, I make good money and actually enjoy my job.
But something inside me wants me to succeed despite the difficulty, it feels like "being happy because I left" isn't real, it's a mega cope.
And I know it's a real thing this sex thing.
I work in a field where men have to abstain for a minimum of 3 days before a certain procedure. It's not a known fact so a few guys (maybe 1 out of 50) are taken by surprise and aren't prepared. But most, the vast majority of guys, are already abstinent. Simply means they aren't getting sex often so the minimum requirement is met easily.
What are you guys experiences with women? Note I'm talking marriage, simple relationships are easy to handle.

>I work in a field where men have to abstain for a minimum of 3 days before a certain procedure.

they got bro doin the sacral processions

>I work in a field where men have to abstain for a minimum of 3 days before a certain procedure.

they got bro feeding the succubi

>>33635846 (OP)
>I know God gave man and woman enmity between them, it's in the Bible.

Heres a better one to live by: What goes around, comes around.
If you approach women as some kind of machine that jucks fucks, sucks and cooks food in exchange for spending your money, then honestly hire some prostitute to live with you full time.
Or put that faggotry out of your head and look for a genuine companion.

Also imagien begging a woman for sex handouts aka "arguing" about sex. I can hardly imagine anything more Beta than begging for pussy scraps.

>>33635846 (OP)
>Note I'm talking marriage, simple relationships are easy to handle.

Also I have no idea what the hell is supposed to be different about marriage. The only difference I see that in the latter case you have contractually handed the woman the option to take half your stuff any time she wants, in exchange for absolutely no tangible benefit.Why not just treat it liek a "simple relationship"? Its nothing more, the marriage ritual has lost its socioeconomic functions generations ago.

>>33635846 (OP)
>wife bitches at me for (reason)
If I were you, I would probably go into the woods for a while.
Take a week, a car, a book, a bag full carrots, and water.
Tell her you need the break. You're burnt out.
Drive into the trees and camp.
Meditate, tend a fire and think.
Eat very simple. Breathe deeply.

I used to do this, carry concrete and get bitched at.
My relationship failed, and it was harder to pick myself up than I thought.
It took me about 5 years to recover and come back better.

A huge problem in every relationship is blame.
No one takes blame upon themselves unless self inflicted.
In relationships, your mind will automatically blame the other person.
It doesn't matter how guilty they actually are.
But if she got all trad and made dinner, kept a smile and fucked you later,
would all the other feelings of hating your life disappear?
Or would you essentially be in the same position of having no creativity or control.
Feeling bad, over worked. zombie.
When my relationship fell apart, we were just both blaming each other, but we were really just too tired to break this spell of routine.
I know now, if I had been able to have tough conversations to pull us out of it, she would have been responsive, and I could have led us out of that situation with her help.
She was being a bitch at the time, but I know she would have said "yes" if I said,
"This isn't working, at this rate we're gonna fall apart. Let's be poor, get simpler jobs, and spend more time together."
At the time I was too tired to say that, to tired to even think it.
Mgtow sigma grind has it's tiny positives, but it's theories born of flawed people on that have never been married.
The guys that made these, haven't even gotten close to what you're experiencing.
One of the problems you're having is just that all this internet bullshit is bouncing around your head.
I love the internet, but I know it is bad for me. It's a complex fantasy.
go to the woods. clear your head.

>>33635846 (OP)
Another thing you should know.
Give up on the quick "wants"
>want sex
>no sex
>WhateverDidn'tEvenWantSexAnywayBitch.
Observe that whole process in your mind.
The only part that's painful is that you wanted it.
The reason she probably notinthemood.jpeg is because you are thinking of your own wants.
In my relationship, It was the opposite.
She wanted sex, and I didn't want to do it.
Because it wasn't fun, nice, or relaxing for me.
She basically used me like a human dildo to get off.
To hell with my needs, it became a chore for me, more fuckin work.

If you can figure out how to tell her that you want to have sex for her, she will be responsive.
Unless she's a total TikTok addicted Labubu psycho, she will do it back.
Maybe offer a massage, something nice and sensory.
And absolutely do not try to turn it into you using her to get off at the end.
You weren't gonna fuck anyway, so do this a few times and I bet she will be ready to go.
Nobody wants to just be the hole you use to relive your own stress.
Prostitutes charge for that, not because they want a safe home, it's because they want meth.

>>33635846 (OP)
>What are you guys experiences with women? Note I'm talking marriage,
Did you marry someone who is intelligent, shares your spirituality, wants the same things out of life, has self control, and isn't a slut? Does she share your values and you are both on the same life quest together? Do you both want kids? Or at the very least are you confident in your ability to mold her into a person you want her to be? If they answer to most of these questions is no -- you done fucked up -- and what you have is a female roomate.

>>33635846 (OP)
>God gave man and woman enmity between them, it's in the Bible.
>But why, what's the purpose?
>To strengthen men?
God tells Adam "Enmity between You and Eve, and between your offspring and hers."
It's not about man vs woman. It's more about Those that follow God vs. those that turn to sin.
Look up the concept of "the big other", if you want to know how that works.

This is a cringe videogame metaphor but I think it works well,
I've found a lot of women naturally gravitate and excel at a supportive role.
But imagine a party with just a tank and a healer.
If the tank just sits there, getting punched in the face by life,
and the healer just stands behind them keeping them alive...
That's completely retarded. It's almost abusive.
As a husband, you got to tank damage from life and deal it back, or both of you will get nowhere.
Why so many single men struggle is because doing it without a healer is exhausting and expensive.
Dude I'm a fucking wash in potions. It eats up half my budget.
It doesn't help that I particularly like 12 year old single malt potions.

>>33635846 (OP)
>I work in a field where men have to abstain for a minimum of 3 days before a certain procedure.
>they take the men by surprise.
WTF you mean "surprise"? Under cover of darkness? When the crow knocks and the blood marks your door?
WTF is this M.Night Shamalan Stephen King Cornfield Ancient Rock that talks kinda shit is this?
Do you work in the Ark-SpaceShip's green house after the planet is dead?
Is you're boss an impossibly old man with tall-hat made out of human skin and dog teeth?
DOES THE WHEAT LOOK BLOODY AT DUSK?
WHEN THE SHARP ONES COME FROM THE TREES TO CHECK THE BLUE-HUE OF YOUR BALLS?
LEAVE THE CULT AND WASH YOUR PENIS.