Thread 41650116

i want to find a pretty boymoder and hypnotize her into becoming a really cute girlmoder

>>41650116 (OP)
>pretty
>boymoder
i believe the phrase you’re looking for is bdd passoid. my seething aside, giwtwm

>>41650116 (OP)
need picrel, even if it's extremely depressing that I'd need to be mindcontrolled to ever see myself as a woman.
they should make forcefem files but for boymoders instead of weird boomersissies. why has nobody done this?

god I want a bf who hypnotizes me so bad

>>41650116 (OP)
Based and same. My ultimate goal is to become a tranny that helps other trannies flourish into successful and happy women. Also hot art

>>41650116 (OP)
this is literally my dream, i want to be hypnotized by my boyfriend so bad it makes me so sad that it’s never going to happen because im a khhv tranny boymoding loser

it would be so nice to be trained by a superior man like that, it would make me so happy to go down into trance for him

>>41650116 (OP)
can you do this to a gigahon

>>41650153
pisses me off that all forcefem is just shit like 'you're a pathetic little faggot who needs a real man' and not like 'you're a pretty girl who needs to show off her beauty to the world'.

>>41650283
The power of hypnosis can achieve anything :)

>>41650306
>'you're a pretty girl who needs to show off her beauty to the world'.
This is the shit I want to do so bad. Turning people into loyal and obedient hypno drones but otherwise they're empowered and emboldened by the brainwashing. Molding people into confident women that worship me is way way hotter than just turning everyone into useless dolls

>>41650116 (OP)
are u transfem? im a boymoder susceptible to hypnosis :>

>>41650178
how tall are you?

>>41650697
a little under 5’8…is that too tall?
i weight 100lbs as well if that makes a difference but im really trying to gain weight so im not a skeletonmoder forever…

>>41650697
psssst im 5'5"
(but u didnt ask me)

>>41650116 (OP)
if i were pretty i wouldn't be boymoding you doofus

>>41650346
Imagine having a harem but instead of sitting around in skimpy outfits looking sexy, they're all lounging around painting each others' nails and dressing up.

>>41650779
Yess you get it!!! Just a whole harem of former loserfag girls who I turned into women who hold powerful corporate positions or other influential jobs but are ultimately still my hypnotic pets and who all love and worship me unconditionally

>>41650116 (OP)
this pic makes my heart ache with longing i can hardly bear to look at it for long

>>41650116 (OP)
picrel genuinely makes me want to blow my brains out. really hurts knowing that my dumb ogre body precludes the possibility of anyone finding me pretty and coaxing me out of my shell. that being said, i do think it would be kind of fun to gently and lovingly forcefem some terminally online brainwormed boymoder and make her my gf.

>>41651065
>>41651307
i like looking at the whole 'there's a pretty girl inside you and you're just stopping her from getting out' thing because it gives me a strange feeling of melancholy. but i know that if i ever trooned out for real i would just look like a hulking manmoder and there's not really a girl inside me.

>>41650306
thank you for this comment this is actually a really good example of mef vs agp and im going to use this whenenever i. Need to explain it to someone

>>41650694
>susceptible to hypnosis
Never did anything but I wish it did. Tell me waht it’s like, it’d make me happy

>>41651644
not the OP you are replying to but id thought i would chime in for how it feels for me

>the world quiets around me
>his voice becomes my central focus
>no longer have a internal monologue but if i do it’s very weak and not really there
>head gets fuzzy and warm and feels nice
>my body feels relaxed and limp
>listening to him feels right and makes me feel happy
>i hang on to each word he says and the last word he said rings around in my head
>when he tells me to feel good i feel this lovely pleasurable feeling starting from the base of my spine going up from there
>i tend to feel needy and like i need him when im in trance
>very suggestible and would do a lot of things i probably wouldn’t do as my usual inhibited self

that’s kinda how it feels for me and i have only listened to M4F hypnosis audios online…i cant imagine what it’s actually like to be put into a trance irl by a man…especially if physical contact comes into play like me leaning on him or him touching me…

>>41651601
yeah i can't help myself from seeking it out even though it hurts. i know it can't be healthy but it feels like the only way to even partially fulfill my need to be seen (that and maladaptive daydreaming). as a hulking manmoder, i'd recommend hrt if you aren't on it already. even as someone with no hope of passing it'll probably help at least a little bit.

>>41651601
there is a girl inside you and the longer you go without trooning out the more she gets hurt. u have to free her anon. please

this post made me cry

>>41650116 (OP)
You have no idea how badly I need you in my life, also your art is really pretty

>>41651888
its reposted

it's well known that boymoders are particularly susceptible to hypnosis

>>41651907
Nm op should kill herself

>>41651825
i'm not girly enough to have a girl inside me. when people like you do it it's probably tragic and melancholic. with me it's just creepy and pervy and makes parents hide their children.

>>41651812
does it work psychologically? like can i stay a man but just keep injecting hrt?

>>41651888
I don't think OP is rnslivr

>>41651960
no the tragedy and melancholy is entirely bound up in those same feelings you have right now. THAT is tragedy. THAT is melancholy personified. That's dysphoria to a T and there's nothing beautiful about it at all regardless of how much of a pretty twinkhon you are or whatever. there's no "romantic" way to experience dysphoria, feeling like a gross creepy pervert is a summary of the entire experience.

If you ever want to stand a chance at being a pretty girl you must try anyway, no matter how much you hate yourself.

You need to learn to shut down the part of you that hates you.

You need to learn to do this before it kills you.

And it WILL kill you. You'll spend the rest of your life hating yourself for wanting to live, and thinking it's too late to ever be yourself, up until it actually IS too late. Please try anon please

>>41651972

Sure, if you want. HRT will balance your brain chemistry and make you feel like a living person instead of a walking corpse. It's worth it for the psychological benefits alone.

>>41652052
...sad...

>>41651601
>>41651972
if you feel a melancholy longing at the thought of being a girl then you (probably) aren't a man lol. men do not feel this way. hrt will probably come with psychological changes but there's a good chance that they'll be positive ones. did for me at least. it barely did anything to me physically and i still manmode but i hate myself marginally less than i used to.

>>41652088
wanting to be a cute pretty girl is a bit like wanting to be a strong, powerful breadwinner man in that it's not the reality for the majority of people.
feel melancholy, grasp desperately at a lost future where you work, play, live as that woman who isn't here, and despair for losing the old lady you'd age into
i don't meet all the criteria and i'm not trans. but hrt got rid of the feeling of having a disgusting film covering me that made me repulsive to the world so i like it

>>41652192
ahem i am a man who feels that way whyre you trying to erase my identity

>>41652088
but what if i troon out and i end up looking like an ogre or a gigahon. at least if i were pretty my dysphoria could be girly and acceptable and i could write soulful stories about girls deep down in my heart or something, and feel like a girl in the wrong body. as it is i'm just like an ape putting on a dress and pretending to be human.

>>41652997
Well I'd never want to tell someone that trooning out will absolutely 100% turn you into a beautiful woman but I will tell you this: NOT trooning out will absolutely guarantee you never turn into a beautiful woman. Not trooning out will guarantee you feel exactly the way you're feeling right now for the rest of your life, only you'll just keep getting more and more masculine and hate your body more and more.

It'll suck every single step of the way and there's no prize at the end. Nobody's gonna slap you on the back and say "good job not putting on the dress, ape boy!". Because denying yourself is what's expected of you, and it's the only thing society will accept.

Lemme put this another way.

The day after I realized I was trans, Trump got shot in the ear, and I realized his victory was assured and my life, at least in the US, was over.

When election day came, over half the voting population of this country cheerfully decided to have me thrown into prison and raped to death.

I hid my transition from my family under threat of being made homeless.

Every day I lose more rights.

Every day I look in the mirror and I still just see a man.

Most of America hates my body even more than I do, and wants me dead for it. As does most of the world.

You want to know how much I regret trooning out?

I don't.

Not in the slightest. I'm so, so thankful I realized what I am and I am so, so proud of myself for taking that leap of faith and risking everything for a shot at being a cute girl. I have grown and changed immensely in only a year to the point I can't even remember the person I used to be. I feel confident, happier and more self assured than ever. I'm changing, slowly. I'm hating myself and my body less and less every day.

I'm going to make it.

You will too.

But you have to try. We both have to try.

disgusting porn addiction thread

>>41653198
hypnosis is wholesome and great and also sometimes erotic you’re just a meany

>>41653198
you want to be a girl now and also you cum whenever you see hypno porn

>>41653273
is it weird that browsing this board unironically gave me gender dysphoria and i didnt feel it before
is this a form of hypnosis
either way fuck everyone here for that. now im sad every day all day

>>41650116 (OP)
If we’re living in a fantasy world where hypnosis is real, it would be objectively better just to hypnotize away the gender dysphoria and make them cis. Don’t have to pay for hrt anymore and no more surgeries.

>>41653295
browsing the board made u more aware of the dysphoria you've already been feeling but didnt have the words to understand

anyway u should take estrogen. join ussss

>>41653327
hypnosis is real but it can't make you permanently not dysphoric

gonna do like an hour of bambi sleep tonigghtttttt hooray

>>41653150
they might not reward me for repping but i feel like they're gong to punish me for trooning. it feels more stoic to grin and bear the dysphoria. and being a gigahon feels more dysphoria-inducing than just being a man.

>>41653328
nah definitely not. i considered that a possibility but im almost 100% sure that before browsing this board i was just a fetishist on the same level as sissy boomers and also im malebrained as fuck and always will be.
now i am in mental agony every day and i blame this board.
>u should take estrogen
no one wants to send me crypto to order hrt with and i cant buy any crypto myself for a while due to personal reasons. my life ever since this started has just been waiting.

>>41653366
What's the point of being stoic? To impress some imaginary audience of onlookers or something? Like you'll get an achievement for making yourself miserable? Like I said, there's no reward. Just misery, more and more misery, forever. Until it really is too late.

Be stoic if you want, rep all you like. But never act like you weren't warned.

>>41653370

I might be able to get you resources that can help. My discord is bonechundler. If you're actually serious about this, send me a friend request and I'll get back to you tomorrow.

>>41653457
sent

>>41653478
Lol I can't actually tell which request is you, what's your handle?

>>41651908
is this really true?

>>41653715
famously true
it's probably because boymoders are so repressed and submissive, but they always go very deep into trance, and go deeper and deeper each time they get hypnotized
boymoder brains are like putty

>>41653351
Cringe boomer sissy shit---not real hypnosis

REAL hypnosis feels amazing and is so intimate and wonderful and experiencing it has rapidly altered my sexuality.

I love seeing the prevalance of hypno threads climb on this board cause lots of trannies are crazy in a way that they could benefit from it probably and also I wish i was trancing rn

>>41653741
there must be a tinge of truth in this…reading what you wrote about boymoders going deeper and deeper each trance and being putty made my stomach tingle and feel butterflies…

i wish someone could put me in a trance so bad…i wish someone would turn my brain into putty and train me…
i really want someone to implant and train triggers and make me forget about them but idk ill probably stay a khhv boymoder forever

>>41650116 (OP)
you should do this but with chasers

>>41653753
for real; that bambi crap is like fast food hypnosis, it’s hardly anything like the real deal and generally just gross and yucky

i hope there’s more genuine non weird hypno threads on this board too because i really really like them and like reading some of this stuff vicariously because ive never actually been put in trance irl and these threads are probably the closest im going to get

>>41653925
>for real; that bambi crap is like fast food hypnosis, it’s hardly anything like the real deal and generally just gross and yucky
anything you'd recommend?

>>41653753
>>41653925
you might not like it, but it's definitely real hypnosis
it's better made and more effective than 99% of hypno you can find online
of course that doesn't compare to having a real hypnotist

>>41653925
There definitely definitely are. Just keep looking I believe in you!!!

>>41653903
same tbdesu
t.boymoder

>>41653954
Check out mcstories.com or readonlymind.com if you wanna get an idea the themes and mechanisms of erotic hypnosis.

Unfortunately, I can't help you with finding audio files. I highly recommend you find a hypnotist instead.

>>41653957
hmm yeah maybe it is, I havent used it so i wouldnt know. still cring tho

>>41653954
in terms of M4F hypnosis? not really tbhdesu a lot of the stuff out there is bad/not my taste (too hardcore) and there just isn’t as much M4F content

i used to listen to Mr Daniel’s stuff but it’s weird and masonic and generally don’t like that, but i did like how it was sort of gentle slave training type stuff. it’s still weird and old school and kinda AGP, there’s a running theory (with some circumstantial evidence) that he is the same dude that made the bambi files lol

i once found this really nice HFO audio on r/erotichypnosis and the guy had a bunch of paid files, can’t remember his name though


sincerely though the best stuff i have found is ASMR “”roleplays”” on youtube, I won’t share because I like the creators and don’t want to put them on 4chan without their consent but there is a real goldmine of men with really nice voices making hypnotic content that generally leans towards gentle maledom and is less fetishy/AGP, this stuff is my favorite and desu if I could ever find a man who would hypnotize me I would preferably want him to do so in the style of those creators (often conversational inductions, trigger training, very gentle and reassuring, focusing on obedience, submission, and servitude towards someone superior while not being overly degrading and generally coming from a loving place)

this is just the preference of a stupid khhv so if you are into harder stuff you may like the other things out there, I suggest you take a look at stuff and try to find something you like

I would sell my soul to anyone who is capable of doing this to me you guys have do idea I don't want to go looking around for hypno folks tho cause they tend to be weird and I don't think they will understand this fantasy

Feels like u guys are the only ones who get it :(

>>41653957
you are right it’s very well produced stuff, iirc it was produced on ableton live with the creator having pretty good knowledge of audio mixing, hypnotic inductions and suggestions, neurolingustic programming etc etc but I do think it’s fast food crap purely because it doesn’t align with my tastes and it’s generally just weird to me, but to each to their own yaknnow

and true, a real hypnotist is probably leagues above any files even the ones I like, but I really wouldn’t know since I’ve never been hypnotized irl…

>>41654056
i feel this so hard if i ever got into a relationship it would be a big bummer if he wouldn’t put me in trance and train me…i hate to say it because it makes me feel weird but i feel like it’s an important part of myself/sexuality that needs to be fed…

i need to be trained by a superior man…

>>41654056
I think it's probably best to just find a normal bf and learn how to do hypnosis with him

>>41654097
this is probably the most realistic route yes

>>41654097
Normal guys don't want boymoders

>>41654236
normal as in not already a hypnotist

>>41654097
i tried to do this but he just doesnt care
he said he would but then was like too much work
lowkey when our relationship started falling apart

>>41652367
>im not trans
>but hrt

I get where you're coming from but I find this juxtaposition really funny

>>41653954
y'all should learn japanese because there is a whole industry of doujinshi hypnosis and I haven't been able to go back to western stuff since I started listening to it, the production quality is insanely good and there's so much of it. I can post some files if anyone is interested

I find it hard to reccomend individual artists per say as hypnosis by its nature is hit and miss, you won't gel with some inductions/imagery and this can bring you out of it at the wrong time and break the spell, I'd reccomend just looking up some of the more popular individual files and going with that. A lot of it is actually to do with your compatibility with the person's voice as well, some voices are inherently relaxing while others might grate on you a bit and take you out of it and a lot of that depends on personal taste

>>41656138
>I'm not trans
>Taking HRT got rid of my crippling dysphoria

Putting it here because I can and wanted to tell someone
>Sucked my first cock
>Dressed in my booty shorts and hoodie all week
>was openly gay in front of people for once
>fully shaved body
>got fingered and dry humped (im scared of actually getting fucked this soon)
>got my face shoved into the bed and hair pulled
>got came on and throatfucked
>had multiple dry orgasms while high with him

God I loved it and im concerned on how much I did. My only complaint is too much body hair and pubes. I was so worried because im very manly looking but I kept getting complimented on my legs and thighs and ass ans aahhhhh. I hate how manly I look but if I get treated by men this way I think I can manage.