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>>41569489
you can find someone anon, don’t focus on me, ill be ok…there are plenty of sad trannies you can make feel better…you will make it i promise

>>41569521
that would be nice, either being the driver or the passenger regardless it would be nice and so comfy…

but instead im alone and i just drove around lonesome country roads listening to steely dan
i wish i had someone to hold me so that when we got out of the car he could shield me briefly from the cold november air before we go back inside our cozy little house
it would be nice to have a man rub my shoulders or something like that…
>>41548319
you’ve read my other threads??
you really don’t think its that bad?

that makes me feel better…maybe it won’t be so bad if I talk to him…

but you’re right, i can’t let it just keep simmering, it’s killing me

im just so scared though to be honest…
>>41471172
yes i do, usually about mutual interests but sometimes other stuff too
i remember a day ago or so we talked about bf6 for a while since we’ve both been enjoying it a lot, he really likes the battlefield series
not too long ago i told him i restrung my guitar and he sent some music he made before doing finger style type stuff, it impressed me so much and i made sure to tell him that and how cool i thought it was…he seems to like it when i compliment him i think but i dont really know…

i think you’re right though at some point i will have to rip the band aid off and tell him…i just dont know how to
and i just idk
i feel horrible about it
and i feel awful for not actually talking to him in vc
im terrified it will turn him off that im an awful tranny with a stupid tranny voice even though im pretty sure he knows im a tranny

i just feel so torn and conflicted about it all, i wish he somehow could just read all of the stupid posts ive made on this board about this…
>>41468669
i can’t do so appropriately
it’s parasocial
hes a small content creator
i love him so much but i will never have him and can never tell him how i feel because it’s inappropriate
i hate being a loser creepy faggot tranny failure so much
>>41450589
you’re right i dont want to come across as a simp, thats why i send it anonymously but i think ill refrain from doing anything further

ill take your advice and keep talking to him, he confides sometimes and shows me things he’s created or done, and it seems like he talks to me more than the others but i dont know…i dont think he flirts with me but i dont know anything about flirting because im a khhv….

regardless im going to take your words to heart, thank you anon you’ve made me feel better and a little bit more optimistic