i have invented in my head a god that loves losers and failures and social outcasts that will forgive me when i inevitably bite a literally bullet. how far gone am i?

>>81774813 (OP)
I started t wonder if god might actually cast all of the people of faith to hell for blindly following organized religion propped up by mankind and will only allow the skeptics into heaven.

>>81774831
Holy shit what a reddit post I am going to kill myself for fucks sake what the shit.

>>81774831
i hope he deletes my existence then as a compromise cus im not following organized religion and just schizo-coping

>>81774813 (OP)
>sudoku is a crime thas has to be forgiven
ngmi

>>81774813 (OP)
That's just the Christian god but killing yourself is no bueno.

>>81774974
christian god isnt all loving and picks favorites, praying to him never made me feel loved but praying to my made up god does

>>81774975
Jesus said that you would only have to humble yourself before God. Is that too much to ask for a god?

>>81774990
is it too much to ask of your god to make me feel loved when i pray or give faith to him? im done with christ, he offers NOTHING. NOTHING! and demonizes those who are so tortured in life that suicide is our only way out

>>81774813 (OP)
when my dad died, i had a mental breakdown sort-of and started worshipping him
like ancestor worship with the chinese but its just my dad

>>81774990
>humble yourself
>only
do prots actually think about what it means or do they not?

>>81775000
thats cute and sweet anon, do you still pray to him?

>>81774999
Bro, suicide is a selfish act. A christian should serve others weaker than him/her, love and be loved by others not god.

>>81775002
The whole of Christian faith is based on humility before God, not before man.

>>81775031
cool beans, but so what? what is even that humility you're typing about?

>>81775019
>no my god wont love you and wont offer anything else
ya i think im going to stick with the god in my head thanks

>>81775002
I didn't mean it's an easy thing to do but if you really believe in God it should be easy to decide to humble yourself before him and his will.

>>81775019
>be loved by others
oops, failed already

>>81774813 (OP)
>i have invented in my head a god that loves losers and failures
Maybe your god is the same as mine then cuz my life is pretty shit

>>81775049
>it isn't an easy thing to do
>it should be easy to
and again, what is that humility?

>>81774813 (OP)
That's the real God though and the wrathful angry one in church is the fake one

>>81775065
>real
>fake
reddit atheism reducing everything to booleans is a biggest strike to intellectualism, just after the enlightement age and /pol/ meming up the "facts and logic" shit

>>81775060
Humility before God, you could call it ego death.
Forgoing pride and vanities and not lusting after vanities. Those are manmade pursuits and not the holy ones. You will be deeply in the influence of sins.

>>81775090
>humility
>forgoing pride
what makes the pursuits "holy" then?

why people keep repeating "pride" when "hubris" is a better word?

>>81775083
>frogfag
Opinion mocked, spat and shat upon, and discarded.

>>81775107
Jesus taught us to serve others and spread his words. He wasn't above serving others, he washed his disciples' feet, a man full of pride wouldn't even think of such a thing.

>>81775013
no...
just have a lil photo of him in my wallet is all, wish i could make a locket or something

>>81775124
I'm better than (You), nopic nigger

>>81775115
I'm ESL so you can forgive me.

>>81774813 (OP)
the only thing god loves is maintaining the status quo. trust me, you are being gang stalked by higher forces who are actually ensuring you stay weak, broke and hopeless. that's your place in the world they hand crafted for you. whether they intended it or not. picrel basically.
>losers, failures
niggers are losers and failures
>social outcasts
theres some hint of truth to this. anybody who prefers to be alone is an inward focused person who is more spiritual in the sense of truth seeking. you could say more aesthetic. not in the definition sense but in the sense of disillusionment with the world and drifting from it towards the spiritual.

>>81775136
aww, you should if you ever get the chance. its a nice thought to think he is always with you

>>81775135
>only
is the man saved by faith and works then?

>>81775150
thanks
i'll look into it, yeah

>>81775144
me too t b h
>>81775147
>status quo
>spiritual
>aesthetic
>inward focused
lots of meaningless words just to say you're feeling persecuted by abstract shit
>>81775172
look into what exactly?

>>81775163
Yes a man or a woman is saved by faith if he truly believes, you can go on your days serving God in any way you can.

>>81775188
nigga, you've missed the part of the sentence after the "and"
and t b h, I am just checking something

>>81775185
the locket?

>>81775200
If you have faith you can go to the world and do godly things that Jesus taught us of.

>>81775216
another meaningless string itt
>>81775215
more like locked
your cuckcage to be exact