up all night manic-time not as insanely suicide-oriented cant wait to get fucking plastered today tho when the stores open up, beer! beer! beer! beer!

been drunk since april never been hungover

no better feeling than being drungk. fucking. hammert. ah!

>tfw was close with little sister
>then she became nonbinary
>whatever.wav probably just a phase
>we grow more distant
>she eventually announces that she's a tranny
>tfw i regularly get drunk and look at old family photos of us together having fun and playing
i just wanna shoot myself at this point, it's all too hopeless

>>40342960
>memed myself into being gay with my boyfriend fantasies

i have invented in my head a god that loves losers and failures and social outcasts that will forgive me when i inevitably bite a literally bullet. how far gone am i?

>>81739438
Seeing my receding hairline at 18 (meaning I started balding years before) raped my mind. Felt like I had a limb rotting off

>>81703864
I lost 100lbs+ and I've never received a compliment not from my family.

>You just need to ground yourself and not expect to bag a Kate Moss.
no. girl. has. ever. liked. me
I expect nothing. All you boring cunts say the same shit. You're completely interchangeable

>Probably, but because you have an infection in your brain and not your physical body
I thought you were hecking mentally ill, too? Or are you just pretending like every failed normalfaggot

>>81582211
>draw a literal perfect woman
>add a cock